Believe in Miracle

2010-06-07T01:20:00.003+08:00

HEY !!! Mid Sem Tests are over, holidays are here !!! But I not really excited about it. Is just a short 2 weeks break only. :( Cannot really do much during this short holidays. And some projects are due on the first day when school reopen, so this 2 weeks holiday is more like for us to do our projects. Haiz... Poly life isn't that great afterall. Still miss Secondary School... But, we can't keep looking back, we have to look forward. Everyone has to move forward. Is part of life. Just have to think positive man. Back to what I was saying, since I practically screwed most of my mid sem tests, I have to do well for my projects to pull up the grades esp CSA... I'm so NOT gonna retake that module man. I will PASS. And final year exams, have to study hard. I believe that I can do it. ^^ Miss all my secondary school friends. Love to meet them up, but most of them are busy with tests or projects. Thats why this holiday is not really much a holiday. Oh well... have to get started on my projects soon. I rather get them done early rather than panic later on. Not only do I have to worry about studies, also got some personal problems to take care of. Feeling very troubled lately. Don't know why also... Hope nothing bad happens in the end. If it does, I really don't know what to do. Will feel damn sad for a long period of time. Haiz... Hope to get it settled soon. Nowadays seriously very moody. I guess that's about all for now, will update soon, till then, bye.

I am trying my best to be a better person/friend.

2010-05-27T00:37:00.003+08:00

Hey !!! :D Sorry, have not blog for a long period of time, like about 2 months plus. So yeah, I have here to blog again and sort of revive my blog. Actually, I have been asked by somebody to blog so thats why I am here blogging. Hahahs. Okay, so shall update about my poly life and etc. Poly life is okay, slowly adapting to the life as a poly student. But in the first place, I didn't expect poly life to be so stress. It was so not what I expected it to be. Year 1 already seems to be more stress than O levels. Projects are coming in very quickly. And next week, is mid-sem tests. Haven study for any module yet. ARHHH !!! I dont think I was this stress when I was studying for O levels. But still, as time past by, I am slowly getting used to it and also I in a class with lots of wonderful people. :D It made life in poly so much better and fun So glad to have them as my classmates and friends. :D Hope to have more good times ahead. But still if I were to choose between secondary school and poly, I will still prefer secondary school. Hahahs. Miss all my friends from secondary school. :( Though I see most of them in TP or met up with some of them recently, but still miss them and hanging out with them. Hope to do that during the holidays. And those that I never see for a long time, people like Chun Yang. Miss ya lots too bro !!! Hope to meet up with you soon. :) I guess thats about all for now, I shall blog again when I have the time and feel like doing so. Hahahs. Till then, bye. :)

Buddy, I miss you a lot too though we got contact each other but still, I miss ya lots lots. :( Hope to see you soon. Love ya.

2010-03-01T02:54:00.006+08:00

I am here to blog about Keith's Birthday Chalet.

First Day/Night
I left my house at around 11pm. Then went to whitesands to wait for Tian Soon. Then suddenly, he asked me go E-Hub wait for him. -.- Okay, I then took bus 17 to E-Hub wait for him. He came and we went to Keith's chalet. Saw Keith and Shawn while we walking to his chalet. Slacked inside the room. Keith played dota. As we were hungry, we went out to grab a bite. We went to Subway. Then I accidentally spilled my drink all over my pants and shirt. Sian. Wanted to go to the toilet, but so suay, cleaning was in the process. Zzz. Then we faster went back to chalet. Before that, Shawn bought Mac. Then I went to wash my leg and get changed. As I didn't bring any spare clothes, I borrowed Keith's shorts. Thanks Bro ! Washed my shirt and pants. And let it to dry. We wanted to ton except Keith, but ended up, all of us slept. I slept at like near 6 plus. Cannot sleep and was thinking about something. Listened to music at the same time. Woke up at around 8 plus. Then took a cab home at around 9 plus.

Second Day & Third Day
I went home, bathed and watched a bit of tv. Fell asleep soon after. Woke up at 3 plus. Then prepared to go Keith's chalet. Left home, reached Keith's chalet. Oh ya, saw Desiree but she didn't saw me as I was on the bus. Hahahs. Called him, he told me he was playing pool. -.- So I have to walk all the way to E-Hub. Saw Keith and Shawn. And also, Keith's tuition friends, Shawn Loy and Yonyi. Then walked to Downtown East Mac. Shiping and friends were there. Then waited for Jerry with Shawn. Then helped Keith to carry some of the BBQ things. Paul was there too. :D Then walked back to the chalet. Played cards. Then after that, went to fetch Huiyun. Then gave Keith his present. Sorry ah bro about the present, somehow will make it up to you. Then BBQ started. The food were nice. Curry Chicken, Bee Hoon, Prawns and many other food. Eat until very bloated. Then Chun Yang came. :D Talked a lot with Chun Yang on that day. Missed him so much man. Hahahs. Followed Paul, Huiyun and Geri go buy drinks. We came back. Then after that, Paul said need go buy ice and more drinks. Okay... So followed him, Huiyun and Geri go buy the things. Came back. Talk talk. Shawn and Jerry went to E-Hub to check whether got pool table. But then, it was about time to cut cake. So, Keith quickly called them come back, luckily they saw Jon, so they never started playing pool. Sang happy birthday songs to Keith. He then cut the cake. Got a piece of cake. Then, Keith got cake smashed by his tuition friends. After that, they cake smashed Shawn. Shawn worse than Keith man. Like as though Shawn is the birthday boy. Shawn face everywhere got cake over it. Then he started chasing his tuition friends all over the place to get his revenge. After all the cake smashing, we went to E-Hub to play pool. Waited for a pool table for nearly about 1 hour or less. Played pool until the shop closes. Halfway through, Jonathan, Khairul and Marcus joined us. Asyraf too. Played with Shawn, Chun Yang and Jerry. Lose to all three of them. Lose to Jerry cause my white ball went in. Almost win Shawn and Chun Yang but it wasn't my day. Have to play more pool to improve my skills. After playing pool, we went to Mac. Bought a cheese burger. Use the burger and yum seng with Chun Yang and Jerry. :D Went back to the chalet. Keith was kinda angry with us playing pool for so long. Cause we like pangseh him alone at the chalet, even though he got his tuition friends. Sorry bro ! :( Played cards and true or dare. It was damn fun man !!! Cause we like keep "bullied" Chun Yang to do dares that are kinda sick. Hahahs. Slept at around 6 plus, near 7am. Woke up at 9 plus. Keith's father came to get all the things back. After checking out, said goodbye to Keith and his father. Then Me, Chun Yang, Shawn, Jerry, Huiyun and Geri went to KFC to have breakfast. After breakfast, took bus home with Shawn. Had a fun time with all my friends man. The night was a blast. It will always be in my memories. :D Spending time with such great friends is so FUN ! :D Love them all. Not to forget, HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY BRO !!! :D

2010-02-24T03:35:00.004+08:00

Hey !!! Havent blog for quite some time. Kinda lazy to blog. Hahahs. Hmmm. Theres nothing much to blog about my life recently. Since, most of the days I was at home. Sleep, watch tv and use the com. Boring. I want go out with my friends... Haiz. Oh ya, last weekend, went to work, for two days only. Blow balloons. -.- Blowed until my hands very pain. But okay lahh, two days only. Hahahs. Had a long conversation with my buddy on msn just now. It was FUN talking to her. :) Bonding session. Hahahs. I dont know what to do without her. She's always been there for me when I am sad and down. She's the first one I think of when I got problems. We promised to always be there for one another. :) Come to think of it, what a turn of events. All I can say is that, I love her very much.

2010-02-13T22:16:00.009+08:00

YO ! I'm back blogging. It's been quite long since I last posted. Trying my best to assure my blog is not dead. Hahahs. Life recently has been good, I think. :)

Monday
Went out with Nicholas. We went to Queenstown, ate lunch there. I bought some shirts, a pair of shoes and a belt. Then Nicholas bought some shirts too and a bag. Then we headed down to Vivo to catch a movie. Movie was "The Spy Next Door". It was quite a nice movie, though I slept awhile in the theatre. Before the movie, had Subway for dinner. After the movie, we walked around then took MRT back home.

Tuesday
Went to Shawn's cousin house and helped him do something. We did not know that we had to help his cousin paste flowers. -.- We were being paid but quite little only. Me and Shawn did until very pek chek. Both my neck and back were aching. Damn tiring. Managed to finish at around 10 plus. Then went to drink coffee. Took bus home together with Shawn.

Wednesday
Supposed to go Jeremy's house at 11am. But I slept at very late the previous night so I know if I wake up very early, I confirm very tired one. Anyway, I go Jeremy's house is just to see Chun Ho, Jeremy, Jerry and Shawn play mahjong. So go at what time also nvm. Before that, had to help my mother exchange notes. After that, I went to Jeremy's house. Reached there at like 4pm. They were playing cards when I reached. Slacked a while and we headed to E-Hub. Played pool while waiting for Asyraf, Huiyun and Keith to reach. Chun Ho, Jeremy and Jerry left halfway while we were playing pool. Saw lots of 4E4'09 people at there too. We played pool until 8 plus. Then went to have our dinner at KFC. Saw Zhi Wei and Thye Kang. :D We quickly ate our food as we were late for our movie. Shawn didn't join us. So me, Asyraf, Huiyun and Keith took a cab to Tampines. And we were very angry with the uncle. Lazy to elaborate. When we reached Tampines GV, Ardhi already reached like 30mins ago. Sorry bro, made you wait so long. The show we wanted to watch already started. So we caught another movie. The Little Big Soldier. Quite a funny show. The movie ended le, and we went our seperate ways. Took Bus 38 home. Fun Day with my friends. (:

Thursday
Met my mother after her work at Tampines. Bought two jeans for Chinese New Year. Bought somethings too. Had our dinner and we headed home after that.

Friday
Met Keith and Shawn first early in the morning. We went back to school. We three also bought oranges to give the teachers that taught us. Went up the hall to watch the Chinese New Year Concert. Saw Jiawei dancing... Had a hard time spotting her. Hahahs. Then went down to the canteen. Saw a lot of familiar faces. Then we three plus Jon went to sit with Mr Tan and had a chat with him. Then after that, had maggie tom yam. :D Rested for a while before heading up the hall. We were walking here and there. After that, saw Mr Seong and chatted quite a lot with him. Then Mr Seong helped us go Staff Room find Mrs Chew. Missed her and her lessons a lot man... And we chatted with Mrs Chew too. Then after that, Keith had to go as he was going to Victoria Sec School with the badminton school team and support them. Me, Shawn and Jon were hanging around in the school. Saw Jarrell, Adibah and some other people too. After that, me and Shawn walked to E-Hub to meet Fabian, Jeremy and Jerry. Bought tickets for 14 blades. Played pool for one hour plus. Fabian needed to go home so he did not watch the movie with us. Sad. Then bought some snacks and headed into the theatre. Was a nice movie. Action packed man. Really very nice. :) Then we went to Pasir Ris Park and slacked. Headed home after that.

Saturday
Headed to grandmother house and had reunion dinner.

1 hour more to 14 Feb'10. Shall wish everyone first a Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines Day. :D Hope this year will be a better year. I shall stop here. Update again soon.
Until then, bye. :)

2010-01-26T02:27:00.002+08:00

Now is 2.21 am. And I still awake. Hahahs. Recent weeks, I have been sleeping at like 3-4am. Maybe I should try sleeping earlier. Eyebags have been getting thicker. Okay, yesterday Nicholas accompanied me go cut hair. After cutting hair, went Suntec City, ate lunch there. Shopped a while then went to Tampines. Shopped a while at there too, Nicholas bought some clothes while I bought nothing. Hahahs. I think I will wait until the last min then buy my New Year Clothes and etc. Then he needed to go Pasir Ris while I headed for home. I was very happy about something and very sad about something. Weird right. -.- I dont know why I will feel sad too. Without me realising, I started turning emotional and sad. Haiz... Anyway, not really a big deal. I am still feeling happy. :) Okay, I shall end here for today. I will update again soon. Until then, bye. :)

2010-01-22T23:16:00.004+08:00

Hey !!! Yesterday went to East Coast Park to play futsal. I overslept and only woke up at 10 plus when Shawn called me. Was supposed to wake up at 8 and meet Keith, Khairul, Jonathan and Shawn at ws. I reached ws at around 11 plus like that. Bought some food and ate. Then we all took a cab to East Coast Park. It was kinda of funny when Jon thought he lost the ball but actually, it was with Keith all along. Long story. Lazy to say. Hahahs. Then reached there. Played Futsal with Khairul's cousin and friends. Played about 4 halves. Each half about 15 mins like that. Last half was about 25mins. Ran here and there. Not very tired, only the first half. Final Score was 11-10 ! :D We won !!! Last time we played with them was a draw. After futsal, went to burger king and have lunch. After that, shared cab with Keith to Simpang Bedok. Then from there, bused home. I think that's about all for now. Shall blog again soon. Until then, bye. :)

I love my buddy !!! <3

2010-01-10T01:42:00.007+08:00

Hey ! I am back blogging again. Hmmm. I shall blog about my week.

Monday, I went back to school to pass some things to Felicia Chew. And also get to relive some of my past memories in GVSS. Saw Jiawei and Sophie too. :) Then, Felicia Chew came down from the hall and I passed the things to her. Afterwards, went to TM to find zw. Talk talk a bit then I went back home.

Tuesday, went to Tampines SAFRA to play pool with Shawn. Hurt my finger in the process. Played a total of 16 games, if I am not wrong. And in the end, it was a draw.

Wednesday, morning went to Tampines Swimming Complex to go swimming with Zh and Wei Guang. Swimmed for like about 3 hours. Long time since I last swimmed. Tio sunburnt too. *Pain*. Then after that, me and zh went to Subway to eat. Then I went to TM to buy my iPod Touch. Then went back home afterwards.

Thursday, had a primary school reunion/BBQ. Met a few of them first to eat lunch. Then met the rest afterwards. Headed down to East Coast Park. Played cards and twister. Some of the BBQ food that they cooked at first, was quite bad, as in the appearance. Not sure about whether it can be eaten a not. Slowly, the food that they bbq-ed got better. Left the place at around 11plus. Shared cab back to Simei with a few of my friends. It was quite a fun day !

Friday, stayed at home the whole day. Didn't feel like going out. So sleep, watch tv and used com.

Saturday, went to meet Asyraf and some of the others at whitesands mac. Headed down to Dover MRT Station. Then of course to Singapore Polytechnic. Then halfway through, we like went our seperate ways. Me, Ardy and Jerry Chong went to explore the place ourselves, leaving Asyraf and the others behind. Kinda bad of us. Actually wanted to meet each other one, but they went to RP and we decided that we didn't want to follow. So yeah. Explored the place, knew more about some of the courses, that I not really interested in. Hahahs. Then after everything, went to Tampines to eat. Went to KFC. Saw Chun Yang at there. After eating, went back home.

Well, I guess that's about all. Monday is the release of O levels results, kinda nervous and scared. Oh well, my fate has already been decided. Just have to go school on Monday and face the truth.
Good luck to all people that is receiving their results this coming Monday. Till next time, bye. :)

If I say I do not miss you at all, I am lying to myself.

2010-01-04T02:07:00.007+08:00

YO ! I'm back !! Its been a long time since I last blogged. It's a brand new year...Lets hope it is a better year than last year. =) This will be my first post of the year. Okay, shall post about what I did during the time that I am away from blogging. Mostly, I was busy with work. Working till late at night. Reached home very exhausted already. So really got no time to blog or chat with my friends on msn. But the work was only for like 1 month. And I endured through the 1 month. =) At times I wanted to quit one, but then I told myself I have to persever till the end and I did it. No pain, no gain. After that, went out with my friend. Got Drama BBQ too, it was fun !!! Then still got Tiansoon and Wanpeng's chalet. Have to give credit to them for their effort in organising the chalet for us. Can really see the effort in them. Thanks. =) Though it wasn't as fun as I expected in the first place, but still I have lots of good times with my friends. =) People like Asyraf, Ardhi, Jerry Chong, Chun Yang, Shawn, Tiansoon, Wanpeng and others... The strong friendship between us make me realise friendship is more important than relationship. Friends will stick by you through thick and thin. And I am thankful that I have so many wonderful friends...

How I wish I have school later man. I really miss school a lot. I miss all my friends and teachers.
I miss all the wonderful times we have. O levels results going to be released soon in about a week time or so. Kinda scared that I will did badly. But no point crying over a spilt milk. Just have to be mentally prepared to face the truth. Okay, shall stop here for now, will update soon. Bye. (:

You talking to me, does it mean you have forgiven me already ? But that doesn't seem to be the case.

2009-11-29T01:21:00.003+08:00

It has been quite long since I last posted. Kinda lazy to blog. Been telling myself to blog but end up still never. Okay, today I will finally be blogging. Nothing much about my life recently or anything happen regarding me. Prom is over, sad. :( It was fun. Had a enjoyable time on that day. Holidays can be such a bore... Miss school man. :( I also miss my friends and teachers. Haiz... Dunnoe when can see them again. And also, wonder how she is doing nowadays ? Have not talk to her for quite sometime. Oh well, thats all for today, dunno what to blog. Short post for today, shall update again soon. Bye. :)

The person I miss the most is, you.

2009-11-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

Whenever I think of you, tears will start flowing down from my eyes. I never realised how important you were until you were gone. I really hope everything can go back to the way it was. I willing to do anything for it to happen. Cause without you, my life is meaningless. You may seem cold and heartless towards me, but I know deep down in you, you are not. It's been going for months and I hope it will stop somewhere soon, end in a positive way. Dun ever ask me to forget the past and everything about you, cause I do not wish to.

对不起，请原谅我吧。

2009-11-12T22:59:00.007+08:00

YESTERDAY WAS THE LAST DAY OF O LEVELS. *HAPPY*

But also a bit scared I will do badly for my O levels. Shall not think of the negative, think of the positive. Pray hard that I will do well. Shall not talk about it since is over already. :D Anway, I am back again to blog, after such a long time. Sorry, I was preparing for O levels so therefore, no time to blog. Now that its over, I got time to blog already. :D Okay, after yesterday paper, went home, use the com for awhile, went to bathe and prepare to go Changi Village to have dinner with my friends. :) Took bus 2, reached there, saw Tian Soon, Wanpeng, Ardhi and Jerry. Then waited for the rest. One by one started coming. Keith, Hazwan, Syafiq, and finally Chan Jiaqi. Then went to have dinner. The food there was delicious. Then went to the beach to slack awhile. Then we played murderer. Was quite fun. Some left early. Then camwhored. Walked back to all the food court area. Then Me, Keith, Tian Soon, Wanpeng and Chan Jiaqi went to subway to grab a bite and chit chat. We left the place at around 10. Wait for bus. Me and Keith took bus 2 together. Reached home, used the com, watch tv and then bathed. I guess thats about it about my day yesterday. And congrats HER in getting into the class of her choice. :D Study hard and hope u do well for the upcoming two years. :) Stay happy and cheerful. Okay, shall end here for today. Tmr still need go out. Shall update again some other time. Bye. :)

2009-10-18T01:09:00.006+08:00

These are the people that mean so much to miie and have made a impact in my life.

1.Zhi Wei
2.Zheng Hong
3.Keith Kue
4.Jaylus Lim Tian Soon
5. Asyraf
6. Abigail Chang
7. Sophie Ng
8. Huiyun
9. Joey Lim
10. Chee Wan Peng

Zhi Wei : We have been friends since sec 1. And eventually we became the best of friends. We have a lot of ups and downs. Quarrel with one another but eventually, became friends again. But thats what friends do. Cause quarrels make a friendship grow even stronger, so that we know one another btr and will try to prevent such a quarrel happening again. You are my bestie and you will always be. Love ya. :)

Zheng Hong: Another person that I have been friend with since Sec 1. Also another one of my besties. Zheng Hong is always there for miie whenever I need him. Whenever I got problems in my work, you will always try his best to help miie. And I appreciate what you have done. We two plus Zhi Wei have lots of wonderful time with one another, and I hope there's more to come in the near future. Cause no matter what happen in the future, we will always remain as best friends. Love ya. :)

Keith Kue: You are someone that I can rely on. Whenever I need your help, you will always try your best to lend a hand. We are brothers cause we like the same thing. We both are Manchester United FANS and we both like Maths a lot. Not only that, what makes us two brothers are the times we have been through. We have been through a lot, there's the good times and there's also the bad times. But we overcame it. We overcame all hurdles. Cause nothing too big for us to handle. Yes, we quarrel but then, we will try to talk to one another and solve the problem. Cause we will not let such minor thing affect our friendship/brotherhood. I'm lucky to have known such a great friend. Love ya brother. :)

Jaylus Lim Tian Soon: You are someone that I have quarrelled quite often in the past. Over minor things ? Yes. Major things ? Dun think so, maybe except one bahhs. But still, we talked things out with another and we are still best friends/brothers. You have been a great brother of mine. Been there for miie whenever I need you. You are a person that likes to play a fool and be a joker but sometimes you can be very serious but most of time you are playing a fool. Hahahs. Jkjk. But, we still have lots of wonderful times with one another.I'm so happy and glad to have known you. You shared with miie a lot of ur secrets and past with me. You take me as a brother and therefore, willing to share those with me. Nothing can express my happiness that you are willing to share those with me. I will also share any of my secrets with you if I have one in the future. Love ya brother. :)

Asyraf: You can be irritating at times in class but still, you are a great friend of mine. I know I can been irritating at times myself but you accept miie for the way I am. I try to change but maybe thats my personality, ask questions whenever in doubt. Hope you don't mind. Been there for me too. Sometimes find what you do and say a bit irritating but then, thats the person you are bahhs I guess. We accept one another for who they are. Nobody is perfect. We must understand one another and thats why we are friends. Love ya. :)

Abigail Chang: Have lots of wonderful times with you. Talking to you all day long was just fantastic. Sometimes, starting to miss all those smses you used to send miie. :( I hope I can go back in time and not commit the same mistake. But whats done is done. Now can only hope for the better in the future. I hope that one day, we can sms one another like we used to be. And you will not avoid miie whenever you see miie. I can't forget you attending my birthday party. It means so much to me that you went. You are a nice and wonderful girl. Now I think about the past, I start to have regrets. I hope you are able to see this. I will not able to forget you and the things you have done for me. I love you. :)

Sophie Ng: Been a great friend of mine for the past nearly two years. You are always there for me whenever I need you. Whenever I am sad, you will try ur very best to cheer me up. And I appreciate you for doing all those things. I just sad that sometimes you are down, I am not able to cheer you up. :( Maybe cause I am not you. Cause there's only one Sophie Ng that is capable of doing such things. Hahahs. I will keep those memories with you, safely inside my heart. I hope that you will not forget me. I know I will not able to forget you. Too hard to forget you. Just sad dun have a photo with you to serve as a memory. Maybe that can be done but dunno when. Oh well, just have to wait bahhs I guess. Hahahs. Dear Sophie, love you always. :)

Huiyun: The person that I bicker with the most in class. But also a person very impt to miie. We everytime bicker with one another is not because we hate each other that much, is because we do that for the sake of having fun and out or boredom. Hahahs. But is fun bickering with you. Good in almost every subject she takes. PRO !!! Have lots of wonderful memories with you. A lot of laughter. Is just so much fun. You are always there for miie, try to cheer me up and encourage me and stuff. Thank you so much for all that you have done !!! Love ya lots lots lots sis. :)

Joey Lim: I can still recall, when we were in sec 3, even if we were to meet on the streets, we will not say hi to one another cause we are like stranger to one another. Seldom talk to one another in sec 3. But then, all it takes is one moment to change everything. You, Sis, changing seat with Keith changes everything. At first I dun really like the idea. But then, get used to it alr. And from then on, we talk to one another, became brother and sister, whenever you have maths question, you will always ask miie for help. It's really unbelievable in how we became brother and sister. Truly amazing. Whenever you got problems, you will always share them with me. And whenever I got problems, I will share them with you. I'm sorry if I was not able to help out in some of ur problems. Cause I ownself also clueless on what to do. But then, I still hope you will be able to share things with me cause my ears will always be prepared to listen. Love you lots lots SIS. :)

Chee Wan Peng: Last but not least, my good buddy,Miss Jacey Chee Wan Peng. :) My great buddy, even though we dun talk much, but still, in my heart, you are a good buddy of mine. Sometimes action is better than talking to show what the person means to you. You have changed a lot, changed into a better person. Sometimes will always think of others first before urself, but now mostly is think of HIM before yourself. Hahahs. I can still rmb clearly that I didn't really like you before but now, I like you alot, as a buddy. Hope you will not be angry with miie for saying that I dun like you before horhhs. Hope we will still be able to spend time with one another even though u have HIM liao. Hahahs. Hope you and Tian Soon can last forever. You two must stay happy kayys. Love ya. :)

2009-10-17T13:48:00.002+08:00

Its been very long since I last posted. So I shall post something for today. Actually I wanted to post about this about like two days ago but because I was looking for a new blogskin and I was also very tired, so end up nvr post. :( But nvm, I shall post first before I go continue studying. Starting to miss school, the feeling of studying in school,the environment,the people in school. Even I am happy to have graduated from Greenview Secondary School but still, I am sad to leave the place where I spent 4 years of my life studying there. The teachers that taught miie, I will miss them so much. Teachers like Mr Seong,Mrs Chew, Mr Chang, Mr Rahim, Mrs Yeoh, Mr Lim, Miss Lau, Mrs Vijay, Mr Tan and Mr Aljunied. I am sad that I was not able to write down in all the cards my class has prepared for each of the teachers. :( That's one of the regrets I have. :( But still, I like to thank all the teachers that has taught miie, they are really wonderful and nice teachers. I am thankful that they were my teachers. I will not forget all of them. Besides the teachers, I also miss my friends a lot too. Friends are there when you need them. They will nvr abandon you in times of crisis. They have been through thick and thin with you. I really cherish and love each of my friends. I think I shall stop here, a bit lazy to continue blogging, actually planned to blog more than this but keep dunno what to write so therefore, stoppped here for now. Have to go study alr. Byee :)

2009-09-16T22:45:00.004+08:00

Prelim results haven't been great. Even though some I expected tht I will did so badly but still, I disappointed and depressed over it. I couldn't hide my disappointment and I just wish I can share how I feel and stuff with HER. Oh well... English,shud be C6,E Maths-B4 ( deeply disappointed :(:(:( ) A Maths-B3 ( Got improvement !!! ) Combined Sci-D7,Combined Humantities-F9,Chinese-B4 and D&T,which I confirm fail.Yahhs,thats all I guess.I didn't put enough effort for some of the prelim papers which end up in miie doing this badly.Chem paper,nvr really blame Mrs Yeoh for setting so hard,cause I nvr study for the paper as I was chionging my D&T the day before the paper.E Maths,dunnoe why everytime come to exam,my grade will drop drastically.I very sad tht I did so badly for it. :( :( But I am determined to score A1 for O level and I know I can do it. A Maths,improve a lot I guess.Could have even score a distinction for it but cause paper 2 pulled me down.Nvm,is over already,no point thinking about it.But at least,there is sign showing that I improving under Mrs Chew's teaching. I must put my heart and soul into studying already.Cannot let other things distract me.Sometimes I wonder,when you are very gd to a person but the person dun treat you as gd you treat him/her, is the person treating what you did for him/her and concern for granted?
Tmr shud be a gd day cause Amin will be coming back to school for one last time to talk to us.So happy man !!! :D Kinda miss him and all the things he shared with us.

I wonder if she nowadays got visit my blog anot ?

我真的希望你能早点原谅我因为只要你一天不原谅我，我每一天都痛苦地活着。

2009-09-06T14:49:00.004+08:00

The Motivational Workshop was really great,awesome,inspiring and truly amazing.You will never regret attending this workshop.The result of that workshop turned out better than I first thought.Just truly amazing.The three days was not enough man.I wanted more after the workshop has ended.The three days just past by like a blink of an eye.It was that fast and quick.Just sad that it has ended already. :( Not whats left are those amazing memories.I will never forgot about the closing ceremony that has happened ytr.It will be etched in my mind forever. I hope all my friends and other GVSS graduating students to work hard for the last 48 days or so.Lets all study very hard so that we will not have regrets in the future.Dun start getting all upset after you got back your result when you now can make a difference in the outcome cause it will be too late by the time already.These 48 days will determine you get wad grade now.Work hard towards our O level.Cause one day passes by very fast.By the time you know it,it would be the start of O level already.Is better tht you are tired now than rather you are having regrets over the result you get.You can really enjoy urself and have fun after O level cause you know you had tried ur best already.The hardwork you put in the last 48 days will be worth it man.
I also like to thank all my teachers for all the effort they put in teaching me.They are truly amazing people.I really do not want to disappoint them.Teachers like Mr Seong,Mrs Chew,Mr Chang,Mr Rahim,Mrs Yeoh and many others.In these last 48 days,I will put in my 100% in doing practice papers and study.I will do all the work you give miie.
I also like to thank all my friends.I really appreciate and cherish every single one of them.Cause they mean so much to miie.I cherish all the friendship I have with every single one of them.Sometimes theres quarrel and fights but we will always overcome it.And because of tht,our friendship grows even stronger.The bonds we have with one another is stronger.Friends like Zhi Wei,Zheng Hong,Keith,Tian Soon,Sophie,Abigail,Joey,Wanpeng,Huiyun and many many others too.Thank you all so much man !!! :)
I also like to thank all the trainers that has talked and motivated us in the last three days.Amin,Danny,Benjamin and Chuan Li ( if I not wrong ),thank you so much man !!! You guys have really shared a lot of things with us.You guys really want us to do well for our O level.I nvr regretted coming to Greenview if not I would not have met you guys,my friends and my teachers too.I will never forget you four guys.I really hope one day I can meet you guys again.
Last but not least,I would like to thank all my family members.They are truly amazing.They are always there when I needed them.Though I dun share much things with them,but they still mean a lot to miie.And I love them all !!! =)

2009-08-25T22:25:00.005+08:00

SOPHIE NG SIOK YEE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :)
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE !!!

也许，我从来没有停止喜欢你。
只是，我没发现因为我觉得我自己也非常的矛盾。
你在我心目之中的地位是没有人可以取代的。
我会永远在你身旁关心你，不会离开你的。
如果可以的话，我希望总有一天，我可以握着你的手，永远也不放开。
不知道我这个希望和梦想会不会实现　？？？

2009-08-23T12:19:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,woke at around 9 plus.Then slack slack,went to bathe and get changed and stuff.Left home,reach whitesand at around 11 plus.Went to meet zw.Then we went to mac,he studied while I go order something to eat as I was very hungry.Then go Superdog and after that, went to Popular.Went to meet zh in the MRT Train.Saw Mr Chang.Then alighted at Suntec City.Followed Mr Chang and his class people to National Library.Watch a Play called "The Crab Flower Club". Starting a bit boring,cant understand what it is about.Then fell asleep and woke up not long later.Then from then,watched till the end.Even though it is a bit to chim to understand,but the play is not bad.After the play,we three went to Suntec City to walk walk and see if got anything to buy.I bought a Durian Strudel,it was so nice.Somehow dunnoe why,zw cant stand the smell even though he got eat Durian one.Weird...Then around 6,went to have our dinner.After our dinner,went to arcade play.We played the street basketball,so dangerous...The ball very easily will fly out de.Yahhs,but quite fun lahhs.Then after tht,as we were about to head home,saw a crane machine.Then I tried my luck,wanted to catch the soft toy inside.Tries after tries after tries,still could not catch it.Damn fed up.Cause alot of time is grab the thing already but always drop at the last second. -.- Lucky got one uncle tht was so kind to teach miie how to catch the thing.Then managed to catch the thing in the end,after like so many tries. -.- I dunnoe spent like how much money on tht thing.Only zh and zw know.After tht went to buy smth,then went to take the MRT Train.I reached home at around 10 plus near 11.It was a fun day.To be able to spend so much time with my two besties.Have a enjoyable day with them.Thanks Guys !!! :D Later still going out to study with them and Mr Chang.Okayys,thats about all for now,update soon,bye.

2009-08-20T15:41:00.004+08:00

Just reached home not long ago.Gonna bathe soon after I blog finish bahhs.Then after tht,study ss or do dnt.Hmmm.Today morning had Science Practical,not as hard as I thought.But still,I not sure I will do well not.No confidence in my ownself.Anyway,over liao,no point thinking about it.Then went up to AVA Room.Kena quarantined for 3 hours... Is sian de lorhhs,plus the fact I do not have the mood to study,even more sian,nth to do for the 3 hours.Somemore last night,I only slept for one hour.Stayed up to do dnt and at the same time,watched the Man U match.In the end,Man Utd lost 1-0 to Burnley.Zzz.Make miie like no mood after tht.Firstly,stayed up whole night just to watch Man Utd lose to Burnley.Secondly,I got to sleep for one hour only.Tiring man.
My eye bags seem to get worser and worser. :( Today still have to study for ss cause tmr is Prelim SS paper and English paper 1.No mood to study.I need motivation.I lost all my motivation already.Mentally and physically tired...Why have I to feel THIS way ??? What's wrong with miie ??

混合的心情。
糖是甜的，柠檬是酸的。

2009-08-12T18:13:00.002+08:00

Today,morning assembly as usual.Then was Silent Reading.Next lesson was MT.Did composition.Was a bit lazy one at first,but end up,still did the compo but nvr finished.Handed up to teacher cause she said nvr finish nvm.Then was history.Nth much.Went through Source Based Practice and a bit on how to study for essay.Hmmm.Then was Chemistry.Went through the answers for the previous practical we did.Then Recess.Then was DNT. Sian. -.- Whenever the day has DNT lesson,I always feel very sian.It was so nice of a New DNT teacher to help miie with my artefact. Thanks !!! :) Then was E Maths. Get back mock exam paper. Got 71/80. Quite happy with the marks but can be btr.Then after school,went to LP eat ice kachang.After that,went back to school for physics lesson.2 hrs straight of lesson.Tiring Man...Keep wanting to sleep but managed to endure and kept myself awake.Andand,got back Physics Test.42/50. Satisfied with the marks.Hmmm.Next Thursday is the start of Prelim... Did not realise tht time passes tht fast man.O level is in less than 3 months time. Oh Man,gotta start revising if not confirm can't do well one.Thats about all for now,update again soon,bye.

You shud know tht I care about you,you mean a lot to me.
What you doing is not doing miie a favour...
Cause I do not want it to end like tht...
You affect my mood,my emotion,you determine whether I am happy or not.
You know tht I tried veri hard for you to talk to miie again,
and even if u still don't want talk to miie,
I still will nvr give up.I will keep trying...
You mean a lot alot to miie,seriously...
I care deeply about you...maybe you do not realise...
* Pain Pain Pain * :(

2009-08-08T15:06:00.003+08:00

Moody,sad and a bit disappointed is how I am feeling right now or can say recently. But also happy due to some reasons. :) Dunnoe why,a lot of things seem to be drifting away from miie. Sometimes, I feel really irritated by what people said or the noises they made. Sometimes, dun always push the blame to other people, make yourself seem like you are completely not at fault. To you, it may seems nothing. But to miie, I take it very seriously. You will nvr know how I feel.
How does people treat miie ? I really dunnoe. Sometimes I'm really disappointed by their actions or things they said. I really cannot take it at times. Is it miie that has changed or him or other people that has changed ? Sometimes ppl just make empty promises or forgot the things that they said. Do they actually say things for the sake of saying or do they take it seriously ? I wonder to myself at times,thinking have I make the right decision back then ? Have I choose the wrong path ? Lots of problems seem to be occuring around miie nowadays. Stress !!! Cant take it man but still, I have to overcome it. Teachers' belief in us make miie realli wanna do well for my exams and do them and myself proud. Must study hard !!! I know I can do it.I cant let the problems around miie take miie down.

Do you know how glad I am to finally talk to you again ??? I'm realli delighted. Cause IMY all so much. Sometimes, I think tht only you can make me happy again. :)

2009-08-01T22:42:00.003+08:00

Today played soccer with a lot of ppl.Ppl such as Keith,Shawn,Matthew,Hazwan... and etc.It was fun as I love soccer very much.Met up at 1pm.Kena tricked by Ang to meet so early as one of the pri school field only open at 3pm liddat.Luckily the gate opened earlier.Then played played.Then kena chased off by some guy,believed to be the Security guard.Not too sure.So we left at around 4 plus.Went to eat then went to slack awhile then home sweet home.Still have a lot of homework to be completed by monday man.I am so dead. -.- Nvm,confirm got ppl die with miie de.Hahahs.Cant wait for Monday as can see two of the ppl I wanna see unless they nvr come to school again. :( School nowadays quite fun except for some lessons which can be very boring and dry.Oh ya,watched one episode of Naruto about how Kakashi got his Sharingan.Was touched by the scene where Obito died.Almost cried,even though it was just anime but I found it very touching.Obito sacrificed his life to save Kakashi and Rin.After tht gave his Sharingan to Kakashi and said he will be his eye and see the future for him.Touching Man !!! Shall stop here for now,update again soon,until then,bye. :)

Will I be together with you in the future ??? Hmmm. Hahahs.

2009-07-30T00:27:00.002+08:00

Just finished changing my blogskin.Now is past midnight already.Oh well,shall update a bit since I nvr update for quite some time.School was fine,I guess.Nothing much to elaborate since is just like any other school day.Not very motivated to do my D&T Project even though the date to hand up is getting closer as days pass by.Damn !!! But still,I will try my best to do well for D&T even though my prelim marks for presentation board failed. -.- Oh well,shall try harder I guess. Have to put in a lot of effort.Not only tht,have to manage my time properly since I got other subjects to concentrate as well.STRESS SIA........Today the physics test I would say tht is not as hard as I first expected it to be.Most likely can pass but overall combined science still failed cause chem will pull my marks down. -.- Have to buck up for my chemistry.Must study hard.Prelim is like another 3 more weeks.Then O level is like less than 3 months away.As day passes by,I will get even more stress and nervous too.I think I shall end here for now,update another time,bye. :)

Sophie and Abigail,hope you two recover fully as soon as possible. :)

2009-07-26T21:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN SUE LYNN !!!! :D:D

2009-07-22T19:57:00.003+08:00

I'm so gonna fail my O level Chinese Listening Comprehension.I got a bad feeling lorhhs.It is not considered hard lahhs but,it is also hard in the sense tht some answers to each question are very similar,they like can be the answers to the question.Then I of course got dilemma,dunnoe which one to choose.Even though sometimes 50-50 chance of getting right,tht chance of getting wrong is still very high.Nvm,dun wanna think about it liao since is already over.Just have to wait for the results to be released.Today morning was raining quite heavily.I not feeling cold cause double layer of shirt plus uniform.After Silent Reading,was MT.Was fun as we get to slack and talk.Even though need do jian bao,but end up,teacher said no need do cause geri danced.Then was history,go through source based and essay qns.Then was chem.Was feeling kinda down,not too happy.Due to some reasons.Hmmm.Then Recess.Then was DNT.Wahhs,I saw my marks for the presentation board,FAILED SIA !!!! Even though I did not did a fantastic job,but at least shud be able to pass.Angry and disappointed.Nvm,then did artefact.I cant wait to faster finish artefact man...Then after dnt,no maths,cause O level Candidates get to be released early to prepare for the LC later on.Kinda sad no Maths. :( Oh well.Then sat at the canteen.Did some fear factors by drinking some gravy,being made of soya sauce and dunnoe what.Damn salty man.It was damn salty to the max lorhhs.Miie,Keith,Tiansoon,Shawn and Khairul all got drank a bit of tht thing.Lucky no tummy upset even though my stomach feels a little weird.Then was LC.Then went LP Mac to eat.Then went back home.Thts all for now,will update once I have the time,till then,byee. :)

I missed you,girl !!!! I realli do. :( I realli missed talking to you.Those times was one of the best memories I had,spending time with you.How I wish I can go back in time and dun commit the same mistake.Oh well,is already been done,so no point regretting it.I'm happy on the outside,sad on the inside.You had become a person in my life tht is so impt to miie tht I wouldn't want to lose.Just hope tht u will stop avoiding miie.And we can be good friends again as I do not want to lose any of my friends which includes you.IMY.

2009-07-18T00:03:00.002+08:00

Today,is friday,my favourite day of the week bahhs cause end of school for the week.Hahahs.But school is kinda fun.Cause get to see all my friends and fellow classmates,all the jokes being made and all the chit-chatting.So is kinda fun going to school at times.Okayys,today have temperature taking as usual,then was physics.I finally understood the topic tht Mr Lim is teaching right now,is kinda confusing.When I could not understand the topic,I feel like I going to mental breakdown but of course wont lahhs,just saying onli.But then do more and more qns,I finally get the hang of it.Then A Maths,go through other school papers.I like A Maths lots lots already sia. :D:D Then was English,did comprehension.Then get to know our Prelim Oral Marks.I onli got 27/40. :( I know it is quite low,but nvm I will try harder for O level English Oral.Then Recess.Then was E Maths.Sad sia. :( I onli got 60/100 for Mock Exam Paper 2.I damn sad sia.I expected a lot higher than tht.Quite a lot of careless mistakes.Then lose to Huiyun also and other people as well.This time round,我输的心服口服。But next mock exam or prelim,I will score higher than this and win you all.Hahahs. :D Then after school,went to eat Tom Yam Noodles with Tian Soon and Keith.After tht,went back to school to take the SS Mock Exam.Though I dun feel like doing,but still managed to sorta of completed it.Went home straight after tht.Thats about all for now,got time then post,until then,bye. :)

I gonna study very hard and do lots of practice papers. :) :) Jiayous to myself !!!!!

2009-07-10T20:50:00.005+08:00

TAI JIAWEI,HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!! :D:D

Nothing much lahhs today. Just normal lesson as per usual lorhhs.Just that after school,played catching from the 1st-4th floor of all the classroom area.Yahhs,then after tht got English Summary Mock Exam.Beside that,I guess there is nothing much already.This weekend must chiong finish as many homework as possible and need make my presentation board a lot nicer.
Shall update soon bahhs,until then,bye. :)

I wish everything can go back like it used to be,
until then,I will rmb you forever.IMY.

2009-07-09T21:11:00.002+08:00

Have not been posting for quite sometime already,so I shall blog a bit today.Hmmm,today actually got ss mock exam but,I went home cause teacher excused all the dnt students.I wanted to stay one but cause I cannot rmb alot of things I studied,so therefore I went home.Need to start chiong dnt now until dunnoe what time.Confirm must burn midnight oil one.

I guess my instinct was right to tell me tht you are avoiding miie
I asked you to clarify right,got wrong mehhs ?
Am I supposed to presume everything is to me one?
You want hate miie,I cant stop you from doing tht.
You wanna avoid miie,then you continue avoiding me lorhhs.
But,just to tell you,I will never ever ever hate you.
I happy tht I got to know you.
Memories with you are still clearly in my mind.
I dun want it to just end liddat. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

Everything I do just have to end terribly.
Not a single thing I do,end well,I think.
Is this what I have to go through for my whole entire life ?
I supposed to concentrate on my studies,my upcoming prelims and eventually,O level.
But if other things affect me,affect my emotions,
I doubt I can do well.
So now on,I dun want to care about anything already lahhs,
hate miie for all you want,avoid miie for all you want,
I wanna concentrate on my studies.

2009-07-04T00:26:00.003+08:00

This world is full of surprises,
not saying tht I nvr expect some of the surprises.
Life is full of ups and downs.But we have to overcome it.
Sometimes you cant exactly trust what ppl say,
cause we live in a world where ppl might just
take advantage of your weaknesses,and backstab you.
Thats what life outside the society.
Maybe I was too naive in the past,
too trusting in ppl's words,believing them,
maybe I should change.I dun want to end up I am the one
suffering and in pain.I dunnoe why I feel as though
my whole body is getting heavier as days pass by.
This feeling seriously sucks man.
I somehow feel it will not be the same as before,
it will never.Experienced several times already,
thats more than enough.I want to be the person
I am before but I just cant right now.
All the stress and all the problems around miie,
is getting into miie.Friends should be the next important
ppl in your life after ur family.Friendship means
everything to miie.I treasure all my friends.
They are impt to miie.They mean so much to miie.
Without them, life is meaningless already.Without them,
you will nvr be happy.If I were to lose any of my friends,
I will be very very sad. :( But if I realli were to lose any of my friends,
then I can onli forget about our friendship and continue with my life.
I hope this thing wont happen and I will do everything within my ability
to prevent it from happening.

2009-06-28T00:28:00.002+08:00

Okayy,back blogging again.Hmmm.Today woke up like at 9 plus but went back to sleep again cause too tired.Woke up at around 10 plus,near 11.Brushed teeth and quickly get changed and then went to TM to get movie tickets for Transformer.Then went back to East Point to meet zw and zh.We went to have our lunch then went to my house so I can bathe,get changed properly and everything.Then cabbed down to Safra but unfortunately,there was an event so we cannot bowl.Then we wanted to go play pool but must wait for quite long so we didn't want to wait.So in the end,we still pooled a bit at the bowling area there cause we didn't want to waste taking cab to Safra.Dun realli like the pool there but still,okayys lahhs,can play.Then made our way down to TM.We ate pizza hut for dinner.It was delicious btw.Then went to arcade.The most fun part was the game tht we played to get the sweets and all.Somehow we got addicted to tht game.Hahahs.Then the movie was about to start.We bought drinks then made our way into the theatre.The whole theatre,I think not a single seat empty.LOL.Almost fell asleep but didn't in the end.Luckily I did not fell asleep cause the movie was awesome man.And also nvr waste the money.But realli,the movie was damn nice.I was on the edge on my seat towards the end.NICE !!! :D I rate it 4.5/5 stars.After the movie,we walked around then made our way home seperately.It was a fun day I shud say.And I get to spend time with zw and zh.Long time since we hanged out together.I think.Shud do tht more often.Okayy,thats about all for now,byee. :)

2009-06-22T22:40:00.004+08:00

Short post today.Today had English Remedial in the morning,quite fun and alot of laughter as well.Then after tht have to wait 3 hrs for dnt as it starts at 1pm.Waste my time sia.Went LP makan,slack while wait for Tiansoon and others to come as they finished their English Remedial at 12.Then went for DNT.Normal lahhs,just that I broke 2 acrylics and overheated 1 acrylic. Sad sia. :( Then after tht,miie,ts,Hazwan,Syafiq,Asyraf,Ardhi and jerry went to LP buy bubbletea.After tht we walked from LP to whitesand sia.Tiring but at the same time,fun. :D We talked among each other.FUNFUN !!! Once in awhile liddat is fun sia.At the same time can exercise.Hahahs.That's about all for now,update soon,bye. :)

2009-06-20T00:19:00.021+08:00

Some ovedue photos from my birthday chalet !!! :D

That's all for now,shall update again when I have the time,bye. :)

2009-06-10T22:49:00.004+08:00

Today was a fun day.Hehe.Hmmm,had blister while playing socer on Monday then I had to walk like a lame person for ytr,today and maybe tmr.Damn pain sia but now better liao,not tht painful.Okayys,today went to top up my ez-link card before taking bus to LP.Went to LP Mac to meet Tian Soon,Ardhi and Jerry.After tht,went to school for lessons.First lesson was history.Teacher went through how to do Using all sources question.Yahhs,so after tht had A Maths.Learnt Kinematics,abit confusing but understandable.Actually if u understand shud be quite easy bahhs.Then after A Maths,went to LP Mac again to slack awhile to wait for wp.Wp came liao,slacked awhile more then went to her hse to have steamboat.Had a nice time eating and was delicious.Thanks Wp !!! :) After tht first round of eating,played mahjong,I played,abit noob at first then after awhile,get the hang of it already.After a few rounds of mahjong,then had second round of steamboat.Then after tht,slacked awhile.Keith,Jonathan and Amander went home first.Left miie,Ts,Wp and Shuyi.Used com and slept for awhile too.Then Shuyi went home not long after.Then me Ts and wp played 3 person mahjong.Hahahs.Played until 8 plus then went home.Reached home,watched show,bathed,on com,eat dinner and after all tht,blogging.
Heh.Hmmm,I think thats about all for now,update another time,byee. :)

2009-06-05T18:45:00.003+08:00

Its been awhile since I last blog,sorry,has been busy this whole week with extra lessons and stuff.Hmmm.So yahhs,this week has been busy.Monday had O level MT paper,quite easy,manageable but I shall not be all confident here,shall wait until the result are released.Then Tuesday got English Prelim Oral.In the morning,met up with some of my friends at LP mac,we did tht for the next three days too.Hahahs.English Prelim Oral was pretty okay,just pic discussion like nth much to say,then sometimes also like mumble the words,I think.Then after tht,went to Simpang Bedok to play soccer,AGAIN.Quite fun lahhs.Then wed had humantities workshop.Okay okay lahhs,got listen to what the teacher said but most of the time I was busy smsing or talking to Joey.Then after tht got Maths.Thursday and Friday are the same.Humantities workshop and Maths.Sianz... -.- Still got alot of hw that need to be completed sia.Stress...Next week also equally busy except next friday no need go back sch as there is no extra lesson being scheduled.Yahhs,then tmr maybe going out.So will be busy again.Hahs.Okayy, thats about all for now,shall update again when I have the time,maybe tmr or maybe a few weeks,cause onli left a few more months to O levels,so yahhs.Okayys,byeee. :)

2009-05-30T19:19:00.003+08:00

I cannot use words to describe how sad I am and at the same time,regrets over what I did and what had happened. :( I dunno why things turned out this way.I know I cannot live without you being part of my life,I know I will miss you every single day,I know you're so impt to miie but still,I ruined our whole friendship because of tht thing. :( I said those things due to some reasons even miie myself dunno or dunno how explain.We were tht close even the strongest of wind couldn't break us apart.But still,it broke apart because I cannot accept reality or 我要自暴自弃.
I got regrets over what I did.Cause I couldn't understand,I just couldn't understand.Does it realli matters? Even if it matters,even if it is a fact already,I willing to do anything just so to be tgt with you.Realli !!! Cause maybe until now,i found out tht I realli do love you one.I dunno whether anot you love miie ? But that doesn't matter for now.Cause all I can tell you is tht I realli miss you alot and also I love you alot too.I know you also.Why did I said all those sia ??? Haiz...I'm hurt and in lots of pain cause you're not with miie.I realli want things to be back like it used to be but because of tht,I find it veri hard. :( I realli dunno what to do sia. :(

2009-05-28T20:37:00.004+08:00

I'm Finally 16 !!!!!!!!! Yeayea,finally can watch NC16 movies lerhhs.Hahahs.
Happy 16th Birthday to Myself !!!!!! Heehee.
Okayy,talk about today which is my birthday but is still the same,like any other typical school day just that today,I'm more happy than any other days,I guess.Hahahas !!!!
Today the lessons nth much to talk about except for chemistry.Chemistry,we were supposed to do a practical paper,which involves boiling a substance.Then I boiled the substance,then use the delivery tube to connect the boiling substance and limewater.Then after awhile,I see no changes in the limewater.I wanted to give up, then Mrs Yeoh saw my limewater no changes.Then she said maybe the gas has escaped so he asked me to redo.Then I accidentally touched the surface of the boiling test tube.Ouch !!! PAIN SIA !!! Luckily onli two fingers kena burned,if not dunno what to do and luckily,is my left hand.Then Mrs Yeoh gave me waterjel to cool my fingers therefore,I nvr managed to finish the practical.Anyway,my paper was blank.Haven write anything yet.Hahahs.Then after school,got chinese intensive programme.Then blah blah,after the intensive programme went LP Mac then back to school for PTC.Listen to principal's talk,then see Mr Seong for report bk then went to eat dinner then home sweet home.Hahahs.Today,I shaked Piglet's hands two times cause she wanted to wish miie happy birthday.Hahahs.Thanks alot Piglet !!!! Thats about all for now,shall update another time,bye. :) P.S : I forgot mention something in my last post,that is I wanna thank my family member for celebrating with miie esp my kor,cause he's the one that helped miie book the chalet and also gave miie face for turning up.Thanks alot Kor !!!!! :D

Thanks to all those ppl that wished me happy birthday :

Abigail

Sophie

Keith
Tiansoon

Shawn

Zhi Wei

Zheng Hong

Asyraf

Ardhi,

Jerry Chong

Wanpeng

Hazwan

Syafiq

Iskandar

Sham

Chun Yang

Lau Jiaqi

Chan Jiaqi

JoeySIS

Huiyun

Geri

Sophia

Shing Lun

Thye Kang

Matthew

Suelynn

Yi Zhen

Jonathan Liu

Khairul

Paul

Athirah

Jiawei

(I hope I nvr missed out anybody name,if have,pls tell miie,thanks.)

2009-05-24T23:22:00.005+08:00

4 more days to my birthday and I will finally be 16 !!!! :D But I celebrated my birthday early by having a 3D2N chalet from Friday to today.
Friday
Bought some stuff for the bbq on Saturday then went back chalet to put the stuffs down.Then went out again for dinner.Keith came not long after tht.Then started surfing the net,maple and lots of other stuffs.Then went to mac to have supper.After tht,went back to chalet continue surfing the net then one by one started to fall asleep.
Saturday
Woke up,brushed teeth,played maple and after tht went out to have breakfast.Then we went to arcade to play spot the difference and lots of other games.Then went to buy some stuffs before going back to the chalet to wait for ppl to come.Then Jon and Amander came not long after.I went to take a nap not long after tht.Woke up at 6 liddat.Then suddenly not in the best of mood,due to some reasons.After tht,Shawn went to pick up Joey from DTE.Then Joey saw that I wasn't in a good mood then asked me what happen,then I told her and Shawn.Thanks JoeySIS and Shawn for cheering miie up. :D After tht,went to the bus-stop to pick up Abigail,Huiyun and Sophia.Went collect cake with Joey,Shawn and Abigail.Then went back Chalet to put the cake in the refrigerator then went down for bbq.Things went well until it turns all so so bad.Dont want to mention what happened.I was damn pissed with some ppl.All dun take my words seriously.Treat it as though is ur house liddat sia.Knn sia.I turned emotional then lots of ppl started to comfort miie and cheer miie up.Thanks lots lots !!!! Sorry for being such a bad host.Hope for ur kind understanding.Cause realli wasn't in the best of mood.Nvm about tht.Then went up to cut cake and took photos too.Then some of them left for home.Those that stayed,some of them talk about ghost story,played hotel626 while some at outside watching teevee,played taidee or playing psp.Then after tht,somebody suggested to watch Night At the Museum 2.Dunno why suddenly all agree of watching.LOL.Okayy,then went to buy the tickets at E-Hub.The movie was at 2.15am.Went inside.In the end,not many survived watching the whole movie.Most of us fell asleep as we were realli veri tired.Haiz...like waste $$$.Nvm.Then went back Chalet,eat some of the leftovers then one by one started to fall asleep.Woke up at 8plus in the Sunday Morning.Packed up and stuff then check out around 9 plus near 10.Went home,bathed,sms,then slept.Thats about all bahhs.

Thanks lots to all that gave me present.Love it all. :D

Keith,Tiansoon,Wanpeng,Jerry and dunno still got who : Thanks for the Manchester United Jersey.Love it.Actually I already expected that you all will give miie something related to Manchester United,guess I was right.Heh.Anyway,thanks for the gift. <333

Zhi Wei & Zheng Hong :Thanks for the Hoodie.It was realli veri nice.Hahahs.BFF !!!!! <333

JoeySIS and Abigail : Thanks for the watch,the card and if I not wrong,a windmill or smth.Not too sure.Hahahs.I can see alot of effort being put into the gift especially the card. :D The card means alot to miie,all the words u two written,yahhs,one of the best gifts I received.Anyway, thanks so much again.Love you two lots lots. <333

Lau Jiaqi,Huiyun,Geri and Sophia: Thanks for the shirt u all gave miie. :D Nice.Appreciate it lots lots !!!! :D:D

The Two Cheng(s),Thye Kang and Shinglun : Thanks you two for the bag.The bag can come in handy now.Heh.Glad to have you two as my good friends.And Thye Kang,I will always rmb ur 90 degree thingy.Hahahs.Appreciate ur gift !!! :D:D

Matthew : Thanks for the belt. :D I find it nice though they said look like Power Ranger.Hahahs.
Anyway,is the thought that counts.So it doesn't matter.Anyway,I still love it alot and rest assured,I will wear it one when given a chance. :D:D

Chunyang: Thanks for the Shirt !!!! Sometimes I realli feel like whacking you but still,you're a gd friend.Hahahs.So yahhs,thanks alot !!!! :D

Chan Jiaqi: Thanks for the water bottle. :D You always seem happy one sia.Like seldom see u sad one.Heh. :D:D
Hazwan: Thanks for the chocolate !!!! Brothers Forever !!!! :D:D

Shawn: One of the weirdest gift I received but still thanks alot lahhs.Heh.I know you were trying to help miie so I don't realli blame you.Brothers Forever !!!!!

And of course,most importantly,thanks all those that came to my birthday party and early wishes from some ppl. :D:D You coming to my birthday party is already a present to miie. :D
THANKS AGAIN !!!!

P.S : Sorry Paul for not inviting you. :(

2009-05-21T21:21:00.003+08:00

What a bad day it is today.Cause all the papers I get back today the marks like...you shud know lahhs.It spoils my day also sia.Haiz...No choice,who ask miie nvr study hard enough for the papers,I cant blame anyone but myself.So now,I told myself I not gonna make the same mistake twice.I gonna work ten times or even hundred times harder in the june holiday so my results will be better for prelim and of course,hope it will be so so so much better for O level examination. Hmmm,cause I realli reflected on what Mrs Chew said today,is the coursework that will be taking most of our class ppl time after June Holidays,so we have to try to clear our coursework as fast as possible during the june holidays,which we need to come back for D&T and F&N for 7 days,4 hours each day.So if we can clear by then,we will have more free time and therefore,other subjects teachers can conduct remedials.No matter how hard I need to work to get gd results for my O levels,I willing to do it cause it concerns my future.And yahhs,I need to buck up.Lets do well together as a class man,c'mon 4E3'09 !!!!!!!!!! So today got back papers,failed most of the papers that I got back except English and Maths.Hmmmm.Whatever lahhs,whats been done cannot be redo.Hahahs.Tmr will be a good day I guess.Heh.Except maybe got Chinese Intensive Programme which started today so yahhs,but okay lahhs,shud be able to endure the lesson.Hahahs.Okays,I think I shall end here,byee. :)

Love you lots lots <333

2009-05-16T01:06:00.002+08:00

About one week left,and I still got alot of things haven do/prepare.Haiz...Nvm.Lets talk about today first.Today was Physics and D&T paper.Physics was manageable,can pass but not sure can get good marks but easier than I thought it would be.D&T,I didn't realli study for it so confirm failed one.Spent 4/5 of time given for D&T rotting.Hahs.Then after D&T,went to LP to have lunch then went home.Hmmm,still got 3 more papers to go,Combined Science Paper 1,A Maths Paper 2 and CL listening.Shall try my best for my remaining papers.Didn't realli study much for all the subjects for mid year sia.So I think come back the results wont be good. :( Nvm,june holidays I will chiong liao.Do Ten Year Series and revise on the topics until like siao.Must do well for O level.I must not have regrets.Need to start preparing for next week liao.Haiz...Nvm,luckily got Tiansoon and Keith to help miie if I need their help.Hahahs.Brothers mahhs.Especially Tiansoon.Heh.Thats about all for now,shall update soon again,okayys,byee. :)

Can we two ever be together ??
Is this period of time supposed to be a test to see whether we are meant to be with one another?
Hmmm.No matter what,my love for you will never change.
I always hope that one day,I could hold onto your hands and never let go.
Hold onto your hands and never ever be seperated.
Walk down the path with full of hopes together.
And I am willing to do anything just for you.
I will never abandon you neither will I let you abandon miie.
When you fall,I will be there to grab ur hands and pull u out.
Whenever u feel like giving up,I will be there to hold ur hands and walk down that bumpy path with you.
That day might come but it may not too.
I cannot be selfish and stop one person's right of loving you too.
Cause I know if we're meant to be together,nobody or nothing can stop us being together.Is your choice,even if 1000 ppl loves you,I will still not give up and continue loving you cause I know you will make the right choice and the right person that suits u most.
Though I hope I can be the one that will be holding ur hands one day and never let go,
but nvm,up to fate and ur ownself.
No matter what,I still love you. :)

2009-05-11T22:17:00.004+08:00

Tmr is MT Paper 2 and Chemistry.I veri scared of Chemistry paper sia,I realli want to get a B or at least a pass,but I think I am not able to do it.Why??? Cause now doing last min study and I dun think I can absorb much.PLEASE PLEASE !!! I realli want to pass tmr chemistry paper.
Haiz...I hope that about two weeks from now,things will go well and it will turn out to be a successful event.REALLI HOPE IT WILL !!! Andand,though the chances are slim,but I realli hope she can go.REALLI DO !!! Her presence is so so important.She may not feel that way,but to me,is realli veri important and it matters to me lots lots !!! Just hope things turn out well.
Okayy,I shall end here,good luck to everyone for their examinations tmr,byee.

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY KO KO !!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-06T00:52:00.004+08:00

Life is about making the right choice.Sometimes in life,you have no option of making a choice.But most of the time,you have at least 2 choices.What you see infront of you right now,can be two choices.Is like driving a car on the road and you come across a road with two directions,left and right.You dunno whether to go left or go right.But sometimes even before u want to make the choice that you want,something happens and it affects you completely in making the right choice or you dont even need to make a choice already.

Its 12.57 am right now,and still yet I not asleep.Why?? Cause just now I slept already and not feeling sleepy right now and I got some work that I need to complete and I also want to watch the soccer match later.Yahhszsx,thats about all I have now.Will post again when I have the time.

Okayys,byeee.

2009-04-27T22:27:00.002+08:00

Hmmm,going to one week nvr blog liao.Hahahs.So here I am blogging.Hehe. :D Had morning assembly as usual,then silent reading.MT,sian,dunnoe why now starting to have no interest in MT le sia,is either I feel like sleeping in class or just no mood listen to what teacher said.Oh well,
I also dun hope to achieve good grade for MT.Then CME,okay lahhs.Then Chemistry.Learnt something new then sian sia,thur after Eng and MT paper 1,still have chemistry remedial sia.Sianz,then after tht,E Maths.Got back the Maths Common Test,got 32/40.Half happy,half not happy.Happy because I achieved what I wanted and that is straight A1s for the first 3 CAs for E Maths,not happy cause I at first hope to score higher than this but oh well,is still consider good but can do better and I must cause O level E Maths standard very high,I must score as high as possible to get the A1 I want. :D Then Recess.English,teacher talked abit about the upcoming eng paper 1 this thur then after tht gave us rest of the time to self-study.Hmmm.Then Physics.Sleepy therefore,like nth teacher taught went inside my head.Oh well,shall revise myself.Then after sch,slack in canteen for awhile then pei Keith go wait for bus then go back to wait for zw and zh.Pei zw go buy the router blah blah....then go back home.Surfed the net,bathed,dinner then watched the table tennis show.Then here am I blogging.Hmmm,still haven do my hw yet and most importantly,my DNT...Nvm lahhs,heck care liao lahhs.Okayys,thats about all,not sure when I will blog again,so therefore I shall say,JIAYOUS Everyone for their thursday Paper 1 and of course the rest of the subjects paper.I said to all those who read my blog or happen to pass by my blog.Hahahas.Okayys,shall end here,byee. :)

Friends/Brothers are there for a reason.

2009-04-21T19:57:00.007+08:00

Its been quite awhile since I last posted,sorry has been busy with hw and tests.Today morning was raining heavily,like all of a sudden sia.Hahahs.Anyway,reached school,a little bit wet,went back to class.After finished singing the National Anthem,saying the pledge and school song then get ready for DNT.Teacher went through the DISC with us,sorta of waste time but at least better than flying ceremony.Hahahs.E Maths,went through some stuffs.A Maths,went through hw and learnt new things.Then recess.MT,slack lahhs.LS,also slack sia.Then after school had E Maths mock exam,dunno why fell sleepy sia,felt asleep then woke up then sleep again then woke up.Finally,asked teacher for permission to go toilet to wash my face.Anyway,I also not in the mood to do the paper.Forgot alot of stuffs also.Cannot get A le sia.Sadded. :( Andand,I scared O level E Maths paper I might feel sleepy sia as it is in the afternoon.DIE SIA LIDDAT!!! Hope wont happen.Thursday still got English Mock Exam and Friday still got E Maths common test.SIAN...Then after the test on friday,maybe having a dota rematch with 4E4. Already won them 2 games le,which is 2-0 now,making it 3-0 soon.Hahahas!!! Chey,cannot underestimate them.Anyway is just a game.Thats about it for now bahhs,until next time I got time to post then I shall post bahhs or I am not too lazy to post,Hahahs.Kayys,byee.

Things are getting out of control man.Actually I didn't realli want get involved as it doesn't literally concerns me but I just feel like saying somethings.I feel both sides are right and wrong.Seriously lorhhs,is not fair to entirely put the blame on him lorhhs,as you know,when u gossip,you shud not be scared to let people to hear or know as walls got ears as well,heard before bahhs.Because he himself is in a difficult position,as all the people that "gossip" are all ppl he knows or can say good friends while another side is also one of his close friend.You can say he nvr use his brain to think before making that choice but sometimes put urself in his shoes or the person that u all "gossiped".You all can say you all told her before to change and stuff but sometimes ppl are just who they are.Yahhs,you can be right to say tht but sometimes have a limit to what you say.Cause you all can hurt other ppl's feelings by saying the things that you all said.It doesn't feel good when ppl said things behind your back.Yahhs,is true that surely got some ppl will talk bad behind your back but you must know where your limits are sometimes.It doesn't feel good to also know that ur good friends are saying all those nasty things behind ur back.Must give ppl time to change,they cant just change overnight.I know you all are angry because he baotou you all but you all nvr hear his reasons.I sure you all find his reasons all bullshit lahhs but think deeply before saying any unnecessary comments.You may think I siding him as he's my brother but I not.I just saying what I feels lahhs cause it doesn't feels good seeing your own friends quarrelling with one another.You all indeed have the rights to make ur own stand,your own mindset,how you feel about this thing.So therefore I nvr say you all are wrong neither I say u all are right.Sometimes being too direct can be good but most of the time it is not good cause you tend to hurt other ppl's feelings without knowing it. Sometimes ur words to the other party can be harsh and hurtful but you might not know. Hope you're getting what I saying.What I say here is just my own point of view,is not to side anybody or what.Cause what I hope to get end of the day is you all can patch up and be classmates and friends again. Dun because of ur egos and ruin all these friendship.

2009-04-14T19:38:00.001+08:00

Short post for the day.I didn't know forgot to bring pencil case home can spoil my mood for the rest of the day.Lol.Hope it will not be lost if not I will cry sia.Anyway,today got back A Maths test,37/50,not too bad but could be btr if not for some careless mistakes.But found out,I failed my A Maths mock exam. :( Then had REP Test,luckily got Ardhi to share his book with me if not I died.Thanks Bro ! Shall end here bahhs since I lazy and no mood to blog liao.Maybe playing dota later.Okayys,byee. :)

2009-04-10T17:05:00.007+08:00

Bored...Dunno what to do at home,just watch tv,surf the net and sms. Felt like going out but then again,lazy but more importantly is because I got things to do.Okayy,since there's nth to post about today so I shall post about yesterday bahhs.Hmmm,ytr onli attend 3 periods of lesson cause got SYF.Hahahs.First period was E Maths.Learnt new things.Then A Maths.I supposed to have A Maths test but i need leave by the end of the first period of A Maths so I took it after school.So during A maths,I studied for the test later on.Then bell rang,so I went down to canteen to eat abit.Then went to change and stuff.Brought down the props down to the outside of general office and waited for the bus to come.Boarded the bus and off we go to CJC. Reached there and waited for one hour before our turn. Finally,when it was our turn,all were nervous I can see. But after everything,I think all did extremely well though there was some sorta of mistakes but I think, that performance was the best so far. Though I nvr act but nvm larhhs, is not about whether you got perform anot,is about you contribute to the team in any ways.Everyone is important in making this play successful.Everyone put in hardwork so that this play is successful and it was.Even if the results in 3 weeks time is not what we hope to get,but at least we tried our best and having fun out there.Okayy,after tht,changed back and went to canteen and eat as I was hungry.Went up to the ava at about 1 plus liddat for history.Shortly after,it was the end of the school.Went to collect class Tee shirt,went down to canteen awhile then went to study bench to study for A Maths test.Jiahao joinged me not long after I sat there.Studied and went to take the test outside library.Alot of things I forgot sia,dunno why.But in the end,I did most of the questions. :) Shud be able to pass.Went to pass the paper to Mrs Chew.Then went to canteen to look for Keith.We thought investiture will start at 5 but heard start at 6 so me and Keith went to Loyang Point buy bubble tea.Bought then came back school.Tiansoon and Jiahao were at the canteen already.Then,we went up to hall.Waited awhile before the ceremony finally started.I was like busy msg-ing during the whole ceremony.But got pay attention also lahhs.Then ceremony ended,went down canteen to eat.Ate then had a night walk around the school.Then went back bb court to slack awhile.Was waiting for wp.Then finally she was done.Walked out of school,then waited for bus 3 with tiansoon and wp.Then after tht walked to another bus stop with keith and took bus 12 home.Well thats about all bahhs.Andand,nvr mention smth in my last post,tht tiansoon qualified for the finals for 100m and 200m.Must get first horhhs.Will be supporting you on that day.Dun let us down. Okayy,I said it. Shall end here,bye. :)

Abigail,you did well lahhs. 不要对自己这么没有信心，你懂你可以做到就一定可以，结果你真的做到了。　：）

2009-04-08T22:31:00.002+08:00

I have different feelings about my day today.Hmmm,nvm,shall start talking about my day today.Had ss test which was manageable but did not managed to finish.SIANZ! Then it was dnt.Which was time that we need to sabo one another for ownself to survive.It is like a survival game like what Mr Tan said.Hahahs.And we were expecting flying ceremony,got fly but did not flied as high as we first thought.I like mean sia.Hahahs! A Maths after recess was fun,as always,we went through our homework.Physics,self study for the test later on.MT,wanted to sleep but the teacher keep disturbed me sia,make me cannot slp.Then CME.Free Period.Then had physics test after school.Is like onli 2/5 de class took the test.It was HARD,I think I gonna fail man.Topics that were tested are topics that I had trouble understanding and dun realli like.After tht,cabbed down to Tampines Stadium.Waited for 1.5km to start.Schedule said 1645 will start,end up dragged until 5 plus then start sia.LOLOL.It was tiring and my position was lousy but at least not last few ppl to finish the race,I think.Rest for awhile at the stadium,then went to gym.Got me,Tiansoon,Keith,Chunyang,Jia Hao and Wanpeng went to gym to workout.Work out for awhile only then zhao liao.Tiansoon and Wanpeng went home first.Then after tht,Chunyang.So left me,Keith and Jiahao.Went eat dinner at mac.After tht bus-ed home.Reached home,tired and bored.Tomorrow SYF and also need attend council investiture.I have been failing tests recently.LOL.I tell myself I must do well for tmr A Maths test,I have to stop this streak of failing tests esp after today physics test. -.- Yahhs, and I hope I can do well for the test tmr.JIAYOU TO MYSELF!!! Okayy,thats about all,byee peeps. :)

You can never abandon me. :(

2009-04-04T20:25:00.007+08:00

OH YA,THURSDAY WAS NICHOLAS' S BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :D SORRY,TWO DAYS LATE!!!!
Zzzz...today,i 2 plus then woke up sia.Shiok but at the same time,I can feel my whole body aching sia.Hmmm,I shall talk about ytr since today also nothing much to talk bout.Yesterday morning got a hair check.Lucky didn't get caught coz also our form teacher also never realli check our class de hair.Then went back to class to have our silent reading.After tht,was E Maths.As Mr Seong followed the band for their SYF,we had free periods.Talked crap plus did a bit of work.After tht was P.E,2.4,the actual test.Our class had 2.4 with 3E5 and 2E1,i think.As usual,the person in front of me still...Tiansoon.Hahahas.As shawn went for SYF,if not most likely he will win me.Anyway,my timing was 10mins 35 secs.Met my target but maybe it could have been btr but think still an improvement.Was TIRED after the run.After P.E,was history.As our class de people were all sweating like crazy,we sorta of polluted the whole classroom.Then Mrs V.J like couldn't tahan the smell.Hahahas.History was normal,i could say.Then it was recess.After recess,English.We had oral practise for that lesson.After school,I went home straight away as I going gym with Tiansoon and Asyraf after tht.Went home,bathed,ate instant noodles,then surf-ed the net for awhile then went to whitesand to meet Tiansoon and Asyraf.Made our way to the gym at Tampines.Gym for awhile onli then went for swimming cause Tiansoon said he no mood cause alot of ppl.So we went swimming.We merely played with the water,not realli got swim.Hahahs.We had fun as we keep playing in the pool and talked about SOMETHING.I realised this whole week,me and Tiansoon keep talk about tht thing.It made him go high.Hahahs.After tht,we bathed then went to meet Wp outside the swimming complex as she just finished gym-ing.Then we went to slack awhile.Me and Asyraf left first.Asyraf went home while I went to meet Nicholas.I met him on the train to pasir ris.It's been a long time since we last met.We had New York New York at e-hub.It was delicious but also made my stomach veri full.LOL! We went to buy the movie tickets for 12 Rounds.Then we went arcade.Played until 9 plus then we went inside the movie theatre.Bought popcorn and some other food.End up onli ate abit as we were still veri full from our dinner just now.Movie ended at around 11 plus.Then we walked to the bus stop.We were damn lucky.If i not wrong,the bus we boarded was the last bus for the day.HENG!Then on the bus,I realised I left my cap back at the movie theatre sia.SUAY!Reached home,bathe AGAIN! Then watched anime until sleep.It was fun a tiring day yesterday.Okayys,I shall end here bahhs,next time then post again. :) Byeee.

2009-04-01T19:58:00.002+08:00

Since I sorta of bored now,I shall blog since I also a few days never blog liao.Okayys,today after Silent Reading was SS.Learn new topic,not say very bored during the lesson as I was sorta of busy gaying with Tiansoon.Hahahas.We talked about SOME things which was kinda of fun and interesting.Hahahs.After that,was DNT lesson.Heng,my folio never kena checked if not cant do practical.Hahs.So practically,the whole 3 periods,we were busy doing our practical.Then after that recess.As per normal I could say.Then was A Maths,fun and exciting.Then physics,not too bad.Cause Jiahui pulled a April Fool's joke on Mr Lim and HE fell for it.HAHAH!And the whole class laughed until like crazy sia.Mr Lim ownself was also laughing.Hahahs.FUNNY SIA!!! Then after tht chinese lesson,slept during the period.Last period was CME.Nth Much.After sch,went to LP mac with Shawn then went back school to finish A Maths hw.After that,I went for my CCA.After tht,I went to the bb court see Tiansoon and others play.Then after tht,went home.And here I am blogging.Cause sorta of no hw to do liao as I finished the onli hw tht I have for the day and it was A Maths. :D Oh yahhs, next tuesday got A maths mock exam.Scared sia,cause I practically forgot alot of last year's stuff.Though is open book exam,but shud not be easy.Thats what I heard.Sian,I want do smth right now but not sure whether anot I shud do not.Hmmm,let me think about it.Okayys,thats about all for now,byeee. :)

2009-03-28T23:55:00.003+08:00

There's many things running through my mind now.Now,I'm just like a lost kid,dunno where to go from here.Fell down and hurt myself.Somethings,we just could not avoid or escape from it.It just comes.No matter how hard you tried to avoid,you sooner or later have to face the problem.Is something that you must have the courage to face it.When you decide to face it,you must be mentally prepared for the worst.It takes time,it takes LOTS OF TIME.I have lots of things I want to say but maybe,is best that it stays with me,in my heart.

2009-03-25T21:26:00.000+08:00

Got quite some time never blog liao so I shall blog now.It has been 2 weeks already,and we are still not talking to each other,not saying hello or smile to each other. :( There's eye contacts between us today but,nothing happened.We just looked at each other and turned away like as though we are strangers liddat. :( I realli want talk to you again,just like last time.Not talking to you makes me very sad. :( Oh well,life still have to go on.I just have to wait bahhs,wait till the time is right bahhs.Okayy,lets talk about sch today.SS,finished some chapter.Then DNT,ok-ok.Recess,normal.A Maths,fun.I start to love A Maths lesson liao.Because I think the teacher that teach makes the lesson interesting.Physics,so-so.Chinese,went through the MT Mock Exams and I passed both paper 1 and paper 2. :) CME,free period as Mr Seong did not come.After school,got chem test.Damn demoralising sia. :( I think better not talk about it as I confirm failed de.After Chem Test,went for CCA.Then after CCA,talked to wp for awhile until Ts's CCA finished.Then after tht,I went home.Okayys,thats about all for now.Byee.

2009-03-21T02:15:00.002+08:00

Now its like 2.15 am.Today shall be a short post as I still got lots of hw to do.Today,woke up at 11 plus again then went bugis at around 2 liddat,reached there 2.45.See Tiansoon and others play a bb tournament sponsored by Converse and others.Okayy,after that,6 I leave bugis and went to changi airport to meet shawn and asyraf.When I was at Terminal 3,saw Zhiwei,Matt,Iz,hk and Aifaa there too.Then we went to popeye as shawn and asyraf were too.Ate then went fetched Hazwan and other S.T.E.P members.Saw Mr Rahim too.After that,slacked awhile at mac then went back home.Just now chatted awhile with Yuting,quite fun talking to her. :D Chatted with some others as well too.Okayys,thats about all for now,nights to all. :)

2009-03-20T00:33:00.004+08:00

Now its like 12.32 a.m and here I am still blogging.Hahas.But nvm,I dun sleep so early one but I starting to feel kinda sleepy so I get this over quickly.Okayy,today woke up at around 11 liddat then eat like western food for breakfast then use come,bathe and leave house at around 2 as going to jw's house for house-warming.Met Shawn at ws then we went to bugis to meet tiansoon and wp.But instead,we watched a movie before we go jw's house,the movie was Street Fighter.James was also there.The movie quite nice and good thing was that I didn't fell asleep during the movie.YAY!!! Maybe I wasn't sleepy bahhs at that point of time.Then after the movie,we took MRT to harbour front then we were like lost as we dunnoe how go jw's house.So we called jw and keith then they told us to take bus 30 then end up,we alighted at the wrong stop as we thought past by one 7-Eleven store then the next store was where we supposed to alight,as that what we were being told.Okayy nvm,so we took another bus and finally,we alighted at the right stop.Then we went in,there the security guard very "nice" and "friendly".Okayy after that,we tried to find our way to jw's house as we were being told to walk straight until cannot straight liao then turn right or smth.Whatever lahhs,we reached there,they started bbq-ing liao.We ate,chatted and also got debate.Hahahs.Then suddenly,one by one starts to emo.Dunnoe why also.Everyone has their own problem.Okayy,so jon amander and wp left the place at around 9.15 liddat.Ts and shawn left at around 9.40 liddat.Then me and keith waited until 10 plus liddat then left the place.We cabbed back home.Chatted quite alot in the cab then reached my place liao.Said goodbye to keith.Reached home,first thing on com,bathe,ate a bit then here i am blogging.Okayy I getting kinda tired liao.Sians,still got of homework not done yet.I need to start doing if not sure last minute chiong until like siao and I will be damn tired.LOLS.Maybe tmr going see Tiansoon play some bb tournament then after that,maybe go fetch hazwan.See how first bahhs.Okayys,thats about all for now,byeez peeps. :)

Jing Wen,thanks for inviting me to ur house for house-warming.Thanks alot!!!Though we not that close,but still,thanks.Hope can get to know each other better as time goes by. :)Btw,your house realli damn nice.Nice balcony as you can go out there and enjoy the breeze or enjoy the scenary.Hahahs.

I hope I can know what're you thinking right now but unfortunately,I cant. :( I realli want to know whats in ur mind right now cause life not talking to you is HORRIBLE. I'm very confused right now.Maybe what we need now is give each other some time to cool down or what bahhs.But I will be waiting,until that day u talk to me or I have figured out what should I do next.

2009-03-15T20:59:00.002+08:00

TIANSOON/DUAJIAO,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! :D
Today,woke up at around 8 plus liddat,got myself ready and prepared to go TM meet Keith.Meet him at mac as he was having his breakfast there.After he ate finished,I suddenly felt like eating also.As we weren't realli in a rush for time so I can take my time eating.Then after that,we went up to check up whether Converse open liao mahhs but turned out haven't.So,we went to arcade and played awhile.At around 11,we went to converse and bought a bb shoes for Tiansoon as birthday present.Then after that,we went ehub to meet ts,shawn and wp.As we can onli Kbox at onli 2 liddat due to some reasons so we went to arcade AGAIN.Quite fun as we played quite alot of games.Then after that,went to a yoghurt shop and ate yoghurt.Turned out,it was one of my worst experience ever.Is not that the yoghurt not nice,is just that i dun like the taste and the feeling of the yoghurt.Dunnoe why i bought in the first place.Ohh well,at least i know how it tastes like.Hahahs.Then after that,chan joined us and we went up to Kbox.It was funnn as it was my first experience going to Kbox sing,yahhs,so we sang alot of songs.It is also a good way to vent all ur frustrations too.Hahahs.Wp left the place at around 4 plus and we continued singing.We left the place at around 6 and we went home seperately.Thats about all my day today.Sianns,tmr got mock exam.Dun feel like doing but still,I will try my best de.Okayy,byee. :)

2009-03-13T21:38:00.003+08:00

I shall start the post by saying,I hope Hazwan is now having fun in Thailand.Hahahs.Come back soon Hazwan,we all missed you. :( Okayy,shall talk about what happened today.Friday,my favourite day of all the school days and it was also the last day of the school term.First lesson was silent reading,nth much to talk about.E Maths,do questions on position vector,manageable as me and Keith started by understanding the topic more before doing.Quite okay as we both managed to do all.Hahahs.Then P.E,it was fun as my class played soccer with a sec 2 class.We were outnumbered as they got about 15 people and we onli got 12.We lost two key players,Keith and Hazwan.As Hazwan went overseas and Keith was not feeling well.We lost 2-1.LOL.Many faults and missed chances cost us the game.Outnumbered was also another reason.Nvm,it was just a friendly game.If we got chance to play again,we will win the next time round.With Hazwan and Keith back,we will win one.Hahahs.Then History,copy some things then lesson end.Then recess.After recess,was english.Slacked as teacher never come.Then last period was form teacher's time as they need give out result slip.My result okay lahhs,not too bad but also not said veri good.Nvm,I will try harder the next time round.Then after school,went to dnt workshop to look for Mr Tan to come out cutting list.After so much suffering,scoldings and insults,I finally got my cutting list out.Not all lahhs,but at least got something right.Thats better than nothing.And that can make me enjoy my holidays much better.After that,I went to whitesand with zw and belinda.Then me and zw went to eat abit and after that,we went home.There's so much homework to do during the 1 week holiday.This year Sec 4 doesn't seem to have much holidays to enjoy.No choice,O level this year.Haiz,nvm,shall work harder for these few months and after that,can enjoy and party like siao liao.Hahahs.Okayy,thats all about for now,byee. :)

2009-03-10T20:13:00.000+08:00

LAU JIAQI,HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!!!!! :)

2009-03-10T19:44:00.007+08:00

(The Four Birds...:D:D)

Today is just another typical school day,just like any school other days except for friday.Okayy,today's mood okay okay lahhs,happy cos finished chinese hws,unhappy because never do english compo and don't like the first lesson of the day,DNT!!!But turned out that today DNT lesson was not that bad as I first thought,as teacher gave us back our folio,which i just managed to pass.Then teacher went through with us about the things we need to do during the 1 week holiday.I also got talked to teacher about my artefact thingy,he asked me to see him on friday to come out with the cutting list and stuff.Even though the idea is quite simple,but i will still try my veri best to make the artefact come out nicely.I hope to see some light in DNT which i think i will.I wanted to stay on because i knew i would do my folio one,is just the artefact onli.Now the artefact is sorta of like settle,i think it will be much smoother path to go through for DNT.Then E Maths,A Maths, which i failed the test but nvm,I will try to do better the next time,then recess,Chinese.I got do her homeworks which i felt so happy,ahahas.But sadly,got another compo that need to be completed by tonight and pass up to her tom. :( Then it was assembly,saw 3 short films then end liao.After school got maths test,i suddenly forgot about alot of things sia,then i dunno how do.Dun think I can pass. :( After the e maths test,stayed back with asyraf to do the english compo then home...Okayy,thats about all for now,see yaaaa. :) Oh yaa,just want to write a sentence that is said by keith but edit-ed abit,I do not love you because you're cute,you're cute because i love you. :)Style sehhs.Credits to Keith Kue. :-D

Images of you just wont stop flashing through my mind.You are a important person in my life.You're the source to my happiness.Without you,i dunno what's the meaning of happiness.I still live for this sentence,只要不放弃，就会有奇迹。我爱你。：）

2009-03-07T20:33:00.001+08:00

Thursday
Normal school day,nothing much to talk about also except that got history test.It was sorta of manageable as it was source-base questions,so whether u got study not,also should know how to crap about right.Hahahs.Not enough time to finish the whole paper.I must learn how to manage my time.
Friday
Went to class for silent reading then e maths lessons.Then Mr Seong doesn't seem to be in the best of mood.I knew he wasn't in the best of the mood when he walked into the class.He doesn't seem to like us putting our head on the table and sleep.He also think our class like getting lazier and lazier.But he believes that our class has the potential to do well and i think so too.So guys and girls of 4E3 09,lets all pay full attention in class and not let Mr Seong down.Don't think i boot licking horhhs.He's a good teahcer.And i also want to do well for E Maths.Aiming A1 for O level.After that PE,2.4km.We 4 birds before the run aim top 4,in the end,realli top 4.Hahahs.After that history,quite okay lahhs.Recess then english.English was kinda slack.Then after school went to find Mr Seong,ask him some maths questions.At the same time managed to finish my emaths hw liao. :D And Mr Seong keep disturb me sia.Hahahs but nvm larhhs.
Today
It was CIP day today and we sec 4s and 5s had to go visit the old folks at Bukit Merah.Then my group got one of the houses that need lots of cleaning and scrubbing.And realli,when we step in the house,it was like so dirty.We all like veri scared at first but in the end,we showed no fear and did our job of cleaning the house.Even though it was still quite dirty,but we did our best as it was like all our first time doing chores such as mopping the floor and cleaning the toilet.Syafiq and wanpeng had a hard time cleaning the toilet as not onli it was dirty but it also got smell.They did a great job but actually everyone did a good job.Even though it was hard work,but i felt quite happy as i did something within my ability to help the elderly and i felt all our hard work was worth it one.Then after CIP,me ts and shawn went to LP mac to eat first.Then after that wanpeng keith they all came to join us.Then I saw her there too. :)Was kinda shocked.When I saw her,i immediately turned my head around.Hahahs.Then after that me ts keith shawn jon mar wp joey and jw went to take bus 3 to go to TM.Joey and mar alightened first as joey didn't want to to go.Then after that,we went to buy the tickets for the movie "push".But Jon did not watched with us as he meeting his gf.Then left me ts keith shawn wp and jw.The movie was nice but throughout the whole movie,I did not realli concentrate as I was busy sms-ing people.Hahahs.Then after the movie,we went seperate ways.Jw and Keith left together.Then wp and shawn took the mrt.While me and Ts went to take bus.After we reached the bus-stop,we went our seperate ways.Then took bus and then home.On com,bathed,ate dinner and here I am blogging.Okayy,thats about all for now,byee peeps :)

I will wait for that day to come,that day that u start to have feelings for me.I realli hope that one day,you will be happy to be together with me.And not being forced liddat.Then what's the point?If liddat,both parties will suffer.I will wait,I will wait for that day.Because I realli do love you a lot and you know it. :)

2009-03-04T20:45:00.003+08:00

Today is simply a bad bad day.Woke up at 5 in the morning just to do my dnt.LOL.I was veri sleepy and wanted to get back to sleep one sia but think no choice lahhs,have to do.Then today morning silent reading got a brief about a chinese mock exam during march holidays.Siann.Then ss,was simply siannnn as I didn't study for the test,then therefore,I didn't know what to write for the essays.So most of the time during the test,I was just staring at blank space.Okayy then after ss was DNT lessons.DNT lessons was like hell lorhhs,everytime i think of the day got DNT,I will be sibei siannn.Realli.Every single DNT lesson,I will always kena insulted by the teacher.Is not that I think lowly of myself,is realli I cant draw.I tried my best liao but I just cant come out with any idea.Must have a limit in insulting other people as other people got feelings too.It does not feel good being insulted.Okayy,dun wan talk about it anymore.Then recess,normal.A Maths,as per normal too.Physics go through hw.Chinese go through test papers.CME was like slack.Then after school got physics test,it was harder than the first test but i think i can pass.But dun think can score well.After physics test,went for CCA then home sweet home.Still got a lot of hws to do.So I shall end here,byeee :)

I always prepared for the worst outcome/situation.But you're always in my heart,you will always be the most dear to me.

2009-03-03T22:26:00.002+08:00

KEITH KUE,HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!! Sweet 16 for you.LAO JIAO HAS TURNED 16 LIAO!!!!

2009-03-01T17:17:00.000+08:00

Yesterday Keith's birthday party was great and I had lots of fun.Okayy,ytr I woke up at around 11 plus then brush teeth,eat breakfast and etc.Then around 2 I leave the house to go meet Tiansoon and Shawn at ws.I reached there at around 2.25 like that and I was late.We supposed to meet at 2,latest 2.10 if not will kena 50 pushups.End up also never do.LOL.Then we makan at Kopitiam,after that we go meet keith at TM.After meeting Keith,we took bus 10 to go his house.Then we slacked,played guitar hero then not long after,Lau Huiyun Geri,Chan and Marcus reached keith's house.Then we continue playing.After awhile,we went downstairs to bbq.Quite fun larhhs,we eat chit-chat and take pics too.Then awhile later,Jon amander and wp reached.After we have eaten,we went outside so that others can eat as there was not enough seats.We went outside played badminton then after that saw Chear,Chunyang and SP reached keith's house.Tiansoon and Shawn wanted to go to the pool and have a swim.So me Lau,Huiyun,Geri,Chan and wp folo-ed them to the pool.Then soon later,chear chunyang,SP and keith went to join us.Suddenly,it started raining heavily.So we faster went to take shelter.Then Keith helped Tiansoon and Shawn to retrieve their clothes which was veri wet.Then we went back to keith's sister room.Blah blah,then jw arrived.Then we all went down to sing happy birthday song for keith and jw.Jw was kinda shocked as she doesn't noe there was a cake for her.Then Keith and jw cut their respective cakes then we started eating the cakes.Then Keith's father brought out wine and champagne for us to drink.Me Tiansoon keith huiyun all got drink.Keith drank like nobody business like that.Me and Tiansoon's face was so red.So is huiyun's face.My face was like so hot.We took pictures too.It was quite late at that time so people started to go home.Those that haven go home or was staying overnight went upstairs to play mahjong.It was fun even though I never played.Chun Yang was on a winning streak,winning lots of money.Then around 2 plus,we went to eat late late supper.After eating,we went back for more mahjong.This time round,it was chear who was the one that keep winning money.Then 4 plus we all starting to feel sleepy.I thought everyone was falling asleep so i also went to sleep too.Then when I woke up,i realised I still the only one sleeping in the room,others are all awake.Shawn Chan and Haziq went to Keith's sister room to sleep.Then around 7-7 plus,one by one all went home.Then when I reached home,I used com for awhile then I went to sleep.Woke up at around 2 plus like that.The party was so funnn,get to make new friends,drink wine or champagne,play mahjong and went out to eat late late supper.Damn Fun!!!It was hella of a party!!! Hope got more this type of opportunity in the future.Okayy,thats about all,byeee. :)

2009-02-25T21:18:00.002+08:00

I'm so exhausted right now,i feel like sleeping right now but i know i cant.I got E and A Maths hw to do.I still got DNT to do but I planning to do tmr.Okayy,today post maybe a little short or maybe not.Hahahs.Okayy,today lessons were fine.I want to blog about the events after school.As today was our class CIP fund raising,our class people all like kinda high today as maybe everyone was looking forward to it.I know I was.So after school,go help out with all the backstage thingy and play play abit before the concert.People start to come in at around 2 plus to 3.Okayy,then we like need two emcees.Then Shawn wanted to be and Tiansoon also.Keith wanted but could not as he was performing first.Then Tiansoon was being told to be incharge of pulling the curtains for the stage then he asked me to sub him in.Maybe he also scared bahhs.Actually in the first place I wanted to be emcee and yahhs i got to be.But I dunno what to say sia when facing the audience.Yahhs,then the show started abit late like around 3.30.Then blah blah,the part where hazwan and co danced was the best.Hazwan dressed up like a girl sia,he wore skirt,stockings,wig and etc.The audience laughed veri loudly and so do we.Hahahas.Then the grand finale,the whole class sang the song "thunder" together plus Mrs Wee.We dedicated the song to her.She still on maternity leave then come back support us,good sia.Hahahs.Cant wait for her to come back,which is next week.Then we ended the concert.Then after that,we cleaned,even royal rumble also.Hahahs.Then after the whole thing,me keith shawn wanpeng jonathan amander and Jiahao went to swensen at ws for dinner.The food was good but the bill was even better.Total is like about $120 plus.The GST plus service charge was like about $20 sia.Then now my wallet got a hole,keith i think also have.Somemore March,alot of my friends' birthday.Must buy present.Sooner or later,bankrupt le sia.Hahahs.Oh ya btw,our class raised about $400 plus for the CIP thingy.Is like alot sia,it will be more if not for the food we bought.Okayy,I shall end here,byeee :)
Anyway,well done 4E3 09 for a job well done for the CIP Fund Raising.Everybody did their parts in making this a success even though during the concert,quite a number of things happened,but we still managed to make this concert a success.SO WELL DONE EVERYONE!!!!!!

2009-02-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

I am back blogging again after like a few days.Hahahs.Want to blog so here I am blogging.Okayy,today school was like fine,pretty good I can say.Except that I have to start the first lesson after silent doing chinese test.Sians lorhhs,I never study for it.When I see the test paper,I try flipping the books to look for answer but I see the book like...got a few hundred pages,if wan look for answer,next morning liao lorhhs.So I never bother go find answer,try do myself and guess some of the questions.Now I think like wasted sia,buy the book never read and like dunnid also,waste $$ sia.Ohh well,nvm,is okay.Then after that,all the lessons were pretty okay.Some was kinda boring I can say,but sometimes studying is like that one.Hahahs.Then after school,helped Shawn carry his drum sets into the hall for our class CIP rehearsal.To all viewers and happened to be gvss students,must come support our class horhhs.This Wednesday(25th Feb),3.15pm in hall,tickets selling at $2 each onli.There will be performances by Cupids Heartbreak and some other singing and dancing performances.So must buy horhhs and support our class.Is for Charity.Okay,back to where i stopped.Then after that 3.30 go for CCA then after CCA ended,go back hall to see them rehearse and help them if needed.We left the hall at around 7 like that,then me keith and shawn went to mac for dinner.Then after that go home.Thats about all for today.I feel this week will be a pretty good week.Wednesday,CIP fund raising.Thursday,maybe go to some school to support keith and the badminton team for their semi-finals.And more.So looking forward to each of these days.Okayy,I shall end here,byeez peeps :)

I cannot stop thinking about you.

2009-02-18T20:08:00.000+08:00

Heyy All,today was a normal school day except got some things that made me not happy.LOL.Okayy,today morning had a hair check.I thought I was like safe as I had a hair cut just yesterday onli.But to my disbelief,I actually kena caught.The teacher that caught me said wad my fringe and back hair long then I told her that I just cut yesterday then she said got cut like never cut like that.LOL.Then tomorrow got chemistry lessons,sure kena chased out of the lab de.Hahahs nvm,sure got company de if kena chased out of the lab.And one of them will be Tiansoon.He kena caught before I do for his long sharp back hair,sharp like a spear.Ahahas.Okay shall talk about today lessons.First period after silent reading was ss,so-so lahhs,cher teach new topic but I was like damn tired so I like fall asleep.Hahahs.Then dnt,okay dun even wan to mention about it.Then recess.Then after recess,all the periods were fine except for the last period,CME.CME lesson was fun and lots of laughing.Cause our class need to present our cme project.Then my group volunteered to do first as we were all prepared,sorta of.My group was doing abortion and my group consists me,hazwan,tiansoon and shawn.Then we got this skit and hazwan acts as a girl in the play and shawn as a guy.Hazwan put newspaper into his shirt so he looks more like a girl.The whole class was laughing like mad including us.Our skit is like those obsese things,you shud know is like about wad right.Hahahs.But we got censored also.Hahs.I was laughing like siao until stomach pain.Hahas.Anyway,job well done!!! :-D After school,got chem test which i think i will fail but nvm,try harder for the next test.Then got cca then go home.Thats all for now,byeeeee :) Oh ya,Happy Birthday Jonathan !!!!!!!

I realli hope miracles do happen,i realli do.Cause I onli got three words to say to you,ily :)

2009-02-13T23:00:00.002+08:00

Shall blog even though i dun feel like to and dunno what to say also.Hahahs.But nvm,blogging is fun!!! Okay,shall talk about school today.School was fine as per normal.I like Friday the best as the time passes quite fast for each lesson and somemore friday got PE :) After silent reading,was double period e maths,nothing much except got a class test.Class test was okay,manageable except the first qn nvr do.Andand,I hate drawing curve graphs and tangent.Each time hw involve drawing of curve graph then i like sian le.Draw curve graph like wan my life like that sia but still have to draw.My target is to get A1 for emaths for 'O' level so i have to work a lot harder to achieve that target.Hahahs.Then PE have to run 2.4km.Okay lahhs,not that bad as I first thought.I thought my stamina surely dropped but today run de 2.4km was not as tiring as last year,thats what i think lahhs.Maybe my stamina improve??Not sure too.At least,I come in 2nd behind Tiansoon :)After PE,history.Learn new topic.Then recess.English was okay too.Thats about all.And this week,sort of kena praised by Mr Tan :) Cause he checked my folio then was like not too bad cause for the past few lessons,i keep nvr do,everytime kena punished.Hahahs.But I still have a lot of work to do for dnt so cannot slack.JIAYOUS!!!! Okay I shall end here,byezzz :)

What happened in the past,just forget about it.Think positive and carry on with your life.But still,easier said than done.Nobody can ever replace your position u have in my heart.

2009-02-08T19:22:00.009+08:00

Heyy All !!! Since I feel like blogging,then i shall blog bahhs.Hahahs.Today,I did nothing much except sleeping.Hahahs.Sleeping is good,it helps ppl to destress.Okay,shall talk about what I did ytr.Yesterday,went to Shawn's house at around 4 plus for bbq.But the bbq did not start until around 7 like that.So when i reached Shawn's house,people like Lau Jiaqi,chan jiaqi,joey,jonathan,syafiq were there liao.Asyraf,Geri and Sophia all left liao when i reached there.So me,syafiq and joey were looking at the others play mahjong while we also played cards for awhile.After awhile,joey went to fetch huiyun cause she dunno her way to shawn's house. Then me and syafiq went upstairs play com but was like nth so i came down and continue see them play mahjong.Lau Jiaqi like keep losing money,veri veri seldom got earn money.HAHAHA!!! But she think veri positive.Forgot what she said liao but she looks like quite happy like that.Not those type of lose money face like that.Hahah.Something that i shud learn from her :)Okay blah blah,around 6 plus,me syafiq and lau went to start the fire.Lau did the placing of the charcoal,syafiq assists her while i light the fire starter.Hahah.Then after that,we started bbq-ing.We ate lots of food,chatted and laughed alot also.Hahah.It was fun.It was like a bonding session like that.Hahah.Okay then asyraf came back at around 8 plus and most of the people were about to go home already.Me Syafiq and Asyraf left Shawn's house at around 10 then i reach home at around 10 plus.Okayy,thats about all for now.Byeee :) 4E3 09 Rockszszs !!!!

2009-02-05T21:10:00.003+08:00

These past few days have been quite rough for me,could not concentrate in anything I do.I cannot put my mind in studies or anything else.My mind just keep thinking about that matter and her.That matter has realli affected my mood for the past few days.When I know the truth,I have no the courage to face her or talk to her.I realli dunno how to face her.But after thinking so much,I realised I cannot keep avoid her or keep run away from reality.I cannot let her be so sad or in any pain.So therefore,talked to her.Talking to her keeps make me wanna cry and I did cried.And today,cried again.Cried because of a letter she gave me.Maybe because I can feel her sincerity in the words she wrote.I can feel she put her all her heart in writing it.Even though I still find it hard to accept,I still have to.Life still have to go on even though life is meaningless without her:(I have to respect her decision.And I also like to thank Keith,Tiansoon,Shawn and more for always been there for me whenever I need them especially Keith,he has always been there for me,he has always been there to cheer me up and etc.I think i will not be able to get past this thing if is not for him.Thanks Brother!!! Tiansoon and Shawn,thank you too!!!Brothers forever!!!My posts nowadays like quite emo like one of my friends said.Sorry,these few days I realli find it very hard to be happy.I will try to cheer up and be happy k :-D

You dunnid to feel bad towards me for the decision you have made,as long u think it was the right decision that you have made,then I will support you and respect your decision no matter what.Seeing you happy,makes me happy too.So I want you to be happy and live your everyday life with a smile on your face :)I dun want you to be sad horhhs.You sad means I sad too :( Rmb,I will always be there for you like I know you will always be there for me.Your happiness means my happiness :)ily.

2009-02-02T23:20:00.002+08:00

Words cant describe how I am feeling right now or just now in school.Just,fuck fuck!!! I dunno what i should do now if all this is realli true.I think I should pretend not knowing this thing and concentrate on my studies but it is easier said than done.I feel like telling ppl about this but I have not confirm it yet whether anot is true but from what it looks right now,it shud be true.If is true,then just like that lorhhs.I also cant do anything.Other ppl cant do anything also.Now,I think I should focus all on my studies and try to forget about everything.I cannot let this influence my studies.But deep down in me,it realli hurts.It realli do.It feels like something has been taken away from me.

Looking into her eyes as I started dripping tears.

2009-01-30T22:49:00.007+08:00

Heyy Everyone.Here I am blogging again.Hahahs.Okay,shall talk about school today.Today's school was fine,had silent reading then after that E Maths.E Maths was okay,just dun realli like drawing curve graphs.Veri de sian...Then after that P.E,was quite fun as we played soccer after 1 round of running around the school field and some pull-ups.Did not played well for soccer,even though i scored two goals but still,played veri badly.Maybe too long nvr play le,hope got more chances to play soccer during P.E.Then after P.E,History.Teacher teach us how to plan for essay qn and give us some study tricks.I think her study tricks realli will help me a lot.Hope can do well for history this year.Then Recess,then english.English so-so lahhs.After school,went to ws with Zh,zw and song to makan.Then went home.Oh ya,that girl owes me a big smile. :D Hahah.
Quite a lot of hw to do during the weekend especially dnt.Sian...lazy do but no choice,have to do.Cause it is for 'O' level.Hahs.Okayy,thats about all for today.Bye Peeps (:

I know it is goin to be difficult but i willing to give it a shot.I will persevere :) ily.

2009-01-29T00:27:00.006+08:00

What a sian day it is today...cause still in the CNY's mood then have to go back school today study is sian de lorhhs.Two days of holidays only sia...haiz.Anyway,shall blog about wad happen the past two days,Monday and Tuesday.Actually nth much lahhs,collect ang pao,visit relatives' house blah blah...The part that I like most,is the lao yu sheng part.So fun lorhhs,can just anyhow lao also like nvm sia.Hahaha.End up,my right hand a lot of those those lao yu sheng thingy.This year I hope it will be good year.Hopefully lahhs.Then today in school,typical school day lorhhs.When I come back home,the first i do is sleeppppp...Hahaha.Then now quite fresh but actually still quite tired but still got things to do and tmr still got A Maths test,therefore have to sacrifice sleeping time.Hahs,okay gtg,bye peeps :)

2009-01-26T00:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!!!!
XIN NIAN KUAI LE!!!!!!

2009-01-24T17:02:00.003+08:00

This week has not been a pretty good week even though CNY is just about two days away.Alot of things have been goin through my mind for this couple of days.Even though u said u had forgiven me,but inside i feel that you have not.Or isit I just thinking too much.Maybe bahhs.Whether anot isit true?I also dunno.Is for her to know and for me to find out.

You can don't love me but you cant stop me from loving you.

Tears In My Eyes

2009-01-22T22:02:00.001+08:00

Hellos Everyone!!! Today my mood's was not that good and it did not get any better when I heard a piece of bad news from somebody.Today lessons were pretty much as per normal,they were fine except until after Chemistry lesson.I sorta of turn emotional and I started thinking of lots of things.Dunno why suddenly turn so emotional all of sudden.As it was the last lesson of the day,I feel kinda sleepy.Yahhs,then after school heard a bad news which makes me feel angry and at the same time,very very sad :( When I heard it,I think I was about to cry like that as I can feel tears in my eyes but in the end,did not cry lahhs.I realli did not meant to make fun of your name,I realli don't.It never once was my intention when I write that.I really do not want you to be angry with me as I will feel very sad de :( I realli hope for ur forgiveness! Please Forgive Me!! Please! Please! I'm so sorry.

It never once was my intention to make fun of ur name.When I heard that news,I was very upset :( Even thought I make fun of you before and other stuffs,I mean no harm at all.And for this,I realli realli did not meant to make fun of ur name.Those words are sincerely from my heart.I realli hope that you will forgive me.I do not want it to affect our friendship.Love ya <333

2009-01-21T22:30:00.003+08:00

Hello Everyone!!!This is then my first post of my very first blog.Firstly,I want to thank my brother,LIMTIANSOON for helping me with my blog and stuffs.Thanks Brother!!! Okay,shall talk about my day.Today was okay but is a day full of tests.First test of the day,SS!!See the test sian already,dunno how do then just anyhow write crap...Failed already!!Dnt lessons kena punished for not bringing folio !!!A Maths,Physics and MT after that were okay.Then last period,E Maths test!B4 the test no confidence,but see the test paper then was like the more I do the more confidence of me getting an A2,at least!!! Hope can get A1.Then chem test,80% sure fail!Then after that nth much le...Okay,thats about all!Ohh ya,Jiawei is a good friend :-D Okay,byebye :)

First Post

2009-01-21T20:19:00.003+08:00

hello everyone ! this is my first post for this beauty bloggg ! :D
to start with , i would like to thank my beautifully , nice brother , Jaylus , who helped me on editing these stuffs to make it look nicer ! whooo ~ im no longer a blog-less person anymore !

awww , well .. do you find my typing different ? oh , this isnt ME at all !
im not weisze , but im Tiansoon :DD

[pls dont delete this post] thanks !