Saturday, May 30, 2009
I cannot use words to describe how sad I am and at the same time,regrets over what I did and what had happened. :( I dunno why things turned out this way.I know I cannot live without you being part of my life,I know I will miss you every single day,I know you're so impt to miie but still,I ruined our whole friendship because of tht thing. :( I said those things due to some reasons even miie myself dunno or dunno how explain.We were tht close even the strongest of wind couldn't break us apart.But still,it broke apart because I cannot accept reality or 我要自暴自弃.I got regrets over what I did.Cause I couldn't understand,I just couldn't understand.Does it realli matters? Even if it matters,even if it is a fact already,I willing to do anything just so to be tgt with you.Realli !!! Cause maybe until now,i found out tht I realli do love you one.I dunno whether anot you love miie ? But that doesn't matter for now.Cause all I can tell you is tht I realli miss you alot and also I love you alot too.I know you also.Why did I said all those sia ??? Haiz...I'm hurt and in lots of pain cause you're not with miie.I realli want things to be back like it used to be but because of tht,I find it veri hard. :( I realli dunno what to do sia. :(
Thursday, May 28, 2009
I'm Finally 16 !!!!!!!!! Yeayea,finally can watch NC16 movies lerhhs.Hahahs.
Happy 16th Birthday to Myself !!!!!! Heehee.
Okayy,talk about today which is my birthday but is still the same,like any other typical school day just that today,I'm more happy than any other days,I guess.Hahahas !!!!
Today the lessons nth much to talk about except for chemistry.Chemistry,we were supposed to do a practical paper,which involves boiling a substance.Then I boiled the substance,then use the delivery tube to connect the boiling substance and limewater.Then after awhile,I see no changes in the limewater.I wanted to give up, then Mrs Yeoh saw my limewater no changes.Then she said maybe the gas has escaped so he asked me to redo.Then I accidentally touched the surface of the boiling test tube.Ouch !!! PAIN SIA !!! Luckily onli two fingers kena burned,if not dunno what to do and luckily,is my left hand.Then Mrs Yeoh gave me waterjel to cool my fingers therefore,I nvr managed to finish the practical.Anyway,my paper was blank.Haven write anything yet.Hahahs.Then after school,got chinese intensive programme.Then blah blah,after the intensive programme went LP Mac then back to school for PTC.Listen to principal's talk,then see Mr Seong for report bk then went to eat dinner then home sweet home.Hahahs.Today,I shaked Piglet's hands two times cause she wanted to wish miie happy birthday.Hahahs.Thanks alot Piglet !!!! Thats about all for now,shall update another time,bye. :) P.S : I forgot mention something in my last post,that is I wanna thank my family member for celebrating with miie esp my kor,cause he's the one that helped miie book the chalet and also gave miie face for turning up.Thanks alot Kor !!!!! :D
Thanks to all those ppl that wished me happy birthday :
Abigail
Sophie
Keith
Tiansoon
Shawn
Zhi Wei
Zheng Hong
Asyraf
Ardhi,
Jerry Chong
Wanpeng
Hazwan
Syafiq
Iskandar
Sham
Chun Yang
Lau Jiaqi
Chan Jiaqi
JoeySIS
Huiyun
Geri
Sophia
Shing Lun
Thye Kang
Matthew
Suelynn
Yi Zhen
Jonathan Liu
Khairul
Paul
Athirah
Jiawei
(I hope I nvr missed out anybody name,if have,pls tell miie,thanks.)
Sunday, May 24, 2009
4 more days to my birthday and I will finally be 16 !!!! :D But I celebrated my birthday early by having a 3D2N chalet from Friday to today.
FridayBought some stuff for the bbq on Saturday then went back chalet to put the stuffs down.Then went out again for dinner.Keith came not long after tht.Then started surfing the net,maple and lots of other stuffs.Then went to mac to have supper.After tht,went back to chalet continue surfing the net then one by one started to fall asleep.
SaturdayWoke up,brushed teeth,played maple and after tht went out to have breakfast.Then we went to arcade to play spot the difference and lots of other games.Then went to buy some stuffs before going back to the chalet to wait for ppl to come.Then Jon and Amander came not long after.I went to take a nap not long after tht.Woke up at 6 liddat.Then suddenly not in the best of mood,due to some reasons.After tht,Shawn went to pick up Joey from DTE.Then Joey saw that I wasn't in a good mood then asked me what happen,then I told her and Shawn.Thanks JoeySIS and Shawn for cheering miie up. :D After tht,went to the bus-stop to pick up Abigail,Huiyun and Sophia.Went collect cake with Joey,Shawn and Abigail.Then went back Chalet to put the cake in the refrigerator then went down for bbq.Things went well until it turns all so so bad.Dont want to mention what happened.I was damn pissed with some ppl.All dun take my words seriously.Treat it as though is ur house liddat sia.Knn sia.I turned emotional then lots of ppl started to comfort miie and cheer miie up.Thanks lots lots !!!! Sorry for being such a bad host.Hope for ur kind understanding.Cause realli wasn't in the best of mood.Nvm about tht.Then went up to cut cake and took photos too.Then some of them left for home.Those that stayed,some of them talk about ghost story,played hotel626 while some at outside watching teevee,played taidee or playing psp.Then after tht,somebody suggested to watch Night At the Museum 2.Dunno why suddenly all agree of watching.LOL.Okayy,then went to buy the tickets at E-Hub.The movie was at 2.15am.Went inside.In the end,not many survived watching the whole movie.Most of us fell asleep as we were realli veri tired.Haiz...like waste $$$.Nvm.Then went back Chalet,eat some of the leftovers then one by one started to fall asleep.Woke up at 8plus in the Sunday Morning.Packed up and stuff then check out around 9 plus near 10.Went home,bathed,sms,then slept.Thats about all bahhs.
Thanks lots to all that gave me present.Love it all. :D
Keith,Tiansoon,Wanpeng,Jerry and dunno still got who : Thanks for the Manchester United Jersey.Love it.Actually I already expected that you all will give miie something related to Manchester United,guess I was right.Heh.Anyway,thanks for the gift. <333
Zhi Wei & Zheng Hong :Thanks for the Hoodie.It was realli veri nice.Hahahs.BFF !!!!! <333
JoeySIS and Abigail : Thanks for the watch,the card and if I not wrong,a windmill or smth.Not too sure.Hahahs.I can see alot of effort being put into the gift especially the card. :D The card means alot to miie,all the words u two written,yahhs,one of the best gifts I received.Anyway, thanks so much again.Love you two lots lots. <333
Lau Jiaqi,Huiyun,Geri and Sophia: Thanks for the shirt u all gave miie. :D Nice.Appreciate it lots lots !!!! :D:D
The Two Cheng(s),Thye Kang and Shinglun : Thanks you two for the bag.The bag can come in handy now.Heh.Glad to have you two as my good friends.And Thye Kang,I will always rmb ur 90 degree thingy.Hahahs.Appreciate ur gift !!! :D:D
Matthew : Thanks for the belt. :D I find it nice though they said look like Power Ranger.Hahahs.
Anyway,is the thought that counts.So it doesn't matter.Anyway,I still love it alot and rest assured,I will wear it one when given a chance. :D:D Chunyang: Thanks for the Shirt !!!! Sometimes I realli feel like whacking you but still,you're a gd friend.Hahahs.So yahhs,thanks alot !!!! :D
Chan Jiaqi: Thanks for the water bottle. :D You always seem happy one sia.Like seldom see u sad one.Heh. :D:D
Hazwan: Thanks for the chocolate !!!! Brothers Forever !!!! :D:D
Shawn: One of the weirdest gift I received but still thanks alot lahhs.Heh.I know you were trying to help miie so I don't realli blame you.Brothers Forever !!!!!
And of course,most importantly,thanks all those that came to my birthday party and early wishes from some ppl. :D:D You coming to my birthday party is already a present to miie. :D
THANKS AGAIN !!!!
P.S : Sorry Paul for not inviting you. :(
Thursday, May 21, 2009
What a bad day it is today.Cause all the papers I get back today the marks like...you shud know lahhs.It spoils my day also sia.Haiz...No choice,who ask miie nvr study hard enough for the papers,I cant blame anyone but myself.So now,I told myself I not gonna make the same mistake twice.I gonna work ten times or even hundred times harder in the june holiday so my results will be better for prelim and of course,hope it will be so so so much better for O level examination. Hmmm,cause I realli reflected on what Mrs Chew said today,is the coursework that will be taking most of our class ppl time after June Holidays,so we have to try to clear our coursework as fast as possible during the june holidays,which we need to come back for D&T and F&N for 7 days,4 hours each day.So if we can clear by then,we will have more free time and therefore,other subjects teachers can conduct remedials.No matter how hard I need to work to get gd results for my O levels,I willing to do it cause it concerns my future.And yahhs,I need to buck up.Lets do well together as a class man,c'mon 4E3'09 !!!!!!!!!! So today got back papers,failed most of the papers that I got back except English and Maths.Hmmmm.Whatever lahhs,whats been done cannot be redo.Hahahs.Tmr will be a good day I guess.Heh.Except maybe got Chinese Intensive Programme which started today so yahhs,but okay lahhs,shud be able to endure the lesson.Hahahs.Okays,I think I shall end here,byee. :)
Love you lots lots <333
Saturday, May 16, 2009
About one week left,and I still got alot of things haven do/prepare.Haiz...Nvm.Lets talk about today first.Today was Physics and D&T paper.Physics was manageable,can pass but not sure can get good marks but easier than I thought it would be.D&T,I didn't realli study for it so confirm failed one.Spent 4/5 of time given for D&T rotting.Hahs.Then after D&T,went to LP to have lunch then went home.Hmmm,still got 3 more papers to go,Combined Science Paper 1,A Maths Paper 2 and CL listening.Shall try my best for my remaining papers.Didn't realli study much for all the subjects for mid year sia.So I think come back the results wont be good. :( Nvm,june holidays I will chiong liao.Do Ten Year Series and revise on the topics until like siao.Must do well for O level.I must not have regrets.Need to start preparing for next week liao.Haiz...Nvm,luckily got Tiansoon and Keith to help miie if I need their help.Hahahs.Brothers mahhs.Especially Tiansoon.Heh.Thats about all for now,shall update soon again,okayys,byee. :)
Can we two ever be together ??Is this period of time supposed to be a test to see whether we are meant to be with one another?Hmmm.No matter what,my love for you will never change.I always hope that one day,I could hold onto your hands and never let go.Hold onto your hands and never ever be seperated.Walk down the path with full of hopes together.And I am willing to do anything just for you.I will never abandon you neither will I let you abandon miie.When you fall,I will be there to grab ur hands and pull u out.Whenever u feel like giving up,I will be there to hold ur hands and walk down that bumpy path with you.That day might come but it may not too.I cannot be selfish and stop one person's right of loving you too.Cause I know if we're meant to be together,nobody or nothing can stop us being together.Is your choice,even if 1000 ppl loves you,I will still not give up and continue loving you cause I know you will make the right choice and the right person that suits u most.Though I hope I can be the one that will be holding ur hands one day and never let go,but nvm,up to fate and ur ownself.No matter what,I still love you. :)
Monday, May 11, 2009
Tmr is MT Paper 2 and Chemistry.I veri scared of Chemistry paper sia,I realli want to get a B or at least a pass,but I think I am not able to do it.Why??? Cause now doing last min study and I dun think I can absorb much.PLEASE PLEASE !!! I realli want to pass tmr chemistry paper.
Haiz...I hope that about two weeks from now,things will go well and it will turn out to be a successful event.REALLI HOPE IT WILL !!! Andand,though the chances are slim,but I realli hope she can go.REALLI DO !!! Her presence is so so important.She may not feel that way,but to me,is realli veri important and it matters to me lots lots !!! Just hope things turn out well.
Okayy,I shall end here,good luck to everyone for their examinations tmr,byee.
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY KO KO !!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Life is about making the right choice.Sometimes in life,you have no option of making a choice.But most of the time,you have at least 2 choices.What you see infront of you right now,can be two choices.Is like driving a car on the road and you come across a road with two directions,left and right.You dunno whether to go left or go right.But sometimes even before u want to make the choice that you want,something happens and it affects you completely in making the right choice or you dont even need to make a choice already.
Its 12.57 am right now,and still yet I not asleep.Why?? Cause just now I slept already and not feeling sleepy right now and I got some work that I need to complete and I also want to watch the soccer match later.Yahhszsx,thats about all I have now.Will post again when I have the time.
Okayys,byeee.