There's many things running through my mind now.Now,I'm just like a lost kid,dunno where to go from here.Fell down and hurt myself.Somethings,we just could not avoid or escape from it.It just comes.No matter how hard you tried to avoid,you sooner or later have to face the problem.Is something that you must have the courage to face it.When you decide to face it,you must be mentally prepared for the worst.It takes time,it takes LOTS OF TIME.I have lots of things I want to say but maybe,is best that it stays with me,in my heart.
Sentimental

Got quite some time never blog liao so I shall blog now.It has been 2 weeks already,and we are still not talking to each other,not saying hello or smile to each other. :( There's eye contacts between us today but,nothing happened.We just looked at each other and turned away like as though we are strangers liddat. :( I realli want talk to you again,just like last time.Not talking to you makes me very sad. :( Oh well,life still have to go on.I just have to wait bahhs,wait till the time is right bahhs.Okayy,lets talk about sch today.SS,finished some chapter.Then DNT,ok-ok.Recess,normal.A Maths,fun.I start to love A Maths lesson liao.Because I think the teacher that teach makes the lesson interesting.Physics,so-so.Chinese,went through the MT Mock Exams and I passed both paper 1 and paper 2. :) CME,free period as Mr Seong did not come.After school,got chem test.Damn demoralising sia. :( I think better not talk about it as I confirm failed de.After Chem Test,went for CCA.Then after CCA,talked to wp for awhile until Ts's CCA finished.Then after tht,I went home.Okayys,thats about all for now.Byee. Sentimental

Now its like 2.15 am.Today shall be a short post as I still got lots of hw to do.Today,woke up at 11 plus again then went bugis at around 2 liddat,reached there 2.45.See Tiansoon and others play a bb tournament sponsored by Converse and others.Okayy,after that,6 I leave bugis and went to changi airport to meet shawn and asyraf.When I was at Terminal 3,saw Zhiwei,Matt,Iz,hk and Aifaa there too.Then we went to popeye as shawn and asyraf were too.Ate then went fetched Hazwan and other S.T.E.P members.Saw Mr Rahim too.After that,slacked awhile at mac then went back home.Just now chatted awhile with Yuting,quite fun talking to her. :D Chatted with some others as well too.Okayys,thats about all for now,nights to all. :) Sentimental

Now its like 12.32 a.m and here I am still blogging.Hahas.But nvm,I dun sleep so early one but I starting to feel kinda sleepy so I get this over quickly.Okayy,today woke up at around 11 liddat then eat like western food for breakfast then use come,bathe and leave house at around 2 as going to jw's house for house-warming.Met Shawn at ws then we went to bugis to meet tiansoon and wp.But instead,we watched a movie before we go jw's house,the movie was Street Fighter.James was also there.The movie quite nice and good thing was that I didn't fell asleep during the movie.YAY!!! Maybe I wasn't sleepy bahhs at that point of time.Then after the movie,we took MRT to harbour front then we were like lost as we dunnoe how go jw's house.So we called jw and keith then they told us to take bus 30 then end up,we alighted at the wrong stop as we thought past by one 7-Eleven store then the next store was where we supposed to alight,as that what we were being told.Okayy nvm,so we took another bus and finally,we alighted at the right stop.Then we went in,there the security guard very "nice" and "friendly".Okayy after that,we tried to find our way to jw's house as we were being told to walk straight until cannot straight liao then turn right or smth.Whatever lahhs,we reached there,they started bbq-ing liao.We ate,chatted and also got debate.Hahahs.Then suddenly,one by one starts to emo.Dunnoe why also.Everyone has their own problem.Okayy,so jon amander and wp left the place at around 9.15 liddat.Ts and shawn left at around 9.40 liddat.Then me and keith waited until 10 plus liddat then left the place.We cabbed back home.Chatted quite alot in the cab then reached my place liao.Said goodbye to keith.Reached home,first thing on com,bathe,ate a bit then here i am blogging.Okayy I getting kinda tired liao.Sians,still got of homework not done yet.I need to start doing if not sure last minute chiong until like siao and I will be damn tired.LOLS.Maybe tmr going see Tiansoon play some bb tournament then after that,maybe go fetch hazwan.See how first bahhs.Okayys,thats about all for now,byeez peeps. :)

Jing Wen,thanks for inviting me to ur house for house-warming.Thanks alot!!!Though we not that close,but still,thanks.Hope can get to know each other better as time goes by. :)Btw,your house realli damn nice.Nice balcony as you can go out there and enjoy the breeze or enjoy the scenary.Hahahs.

I hope I can know what're you thinking right now but unfortunately,I cant. :( I realli want to know whats in ur mind right now cause life not talking to you is HORRIBLE. I'm very confused right now.Maybe what we need now is give each other some time to cool down or what bahhs.But I will be waiting,until that day u talk to me or I have figured out what should I do next. Sentimental

TIANSOON/DUAJIAO,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! :D
Today,woke up at around 8 plus liddat,got myself ready and prepared to go TM meet Keith.Meet him at mac as he was having his breakfast there.After he ate finished,I suddenly felt like eating also.As we weren't realli in a rush for time so I can take my time eating.Then after that,we went up to check up whether Converse open liao mahhs but turned out haven't.So,we went to arcade and played awhile.At around 11,we went to converse and bought a bb shoes for Tiansoon as birthday present.Then after that,we went ehub to meet ts,shawn and wp.As we can onli Kbox at onli 2 liddat due to some reasons so we went to arcade AGAIN.Quite fun as we played quite alot of games.Then after that,went to a yoghurt shop and ate yoghurt.Turned out,it was one of my worst experience ever.Is not that the yoghurt not nice,is just that i dun like the taste and the feeling of the yoghurt.Dunnoe why i bought in the first place.Ohh well,at least i know how it tastes like.Hahahs.Then after that,chan joined us and we went up to Kbox.It was funnn as it was my first experience going to Kbox sing,yahhs,so we sang alot of songs.It is also a good way to vent all ur frustrations too.Hahahs.Wp left the place at around 4 plus and we continued singing.We left the place at around 6 and we went home seperately.Thats about all my day today.Sianns,tmr got mock exam.Dun feel like doing but still,I will try my best de.Okayy,byee. :) Sentimental

I shall start the post by saying,I hope Hazwan is now having fun in Thailand.Hahahs.Come back soon Hazwan,we all missed you. :( Okayy,shall talk about what happened today.Friday,my favourite day of all the school days and it was also the last day of the school term.First lesson was silent reading,nth much to talk about.E Maths,do questions on position vector,manageable as me and Keith started by understanding the topic more before doing.Quite okay as we both managed to do all.Hahahs.Then P.E,it was fun as my class played soccer with a sec 2 class.We were outnumbered as they got about 15 people and we onli got 12.We lost two key players,Keith and Hazwan.As Hazwan went overseas and Keith was not feeling well.We lost 2-1.LOL.Many faults and missed chances cost us the game.Outnumbered was also another reason.Nvm,it was just a friendly game.If we got chance to play again,we will win the next time round.With Hazwan and Keith back,we will win one.Hahahs.Then History,copy some things then lesson end.Then recess.After recess,was english.Slacked as teacher never come.Then last period was form teacher's time as they need give out result slip.My result okay lahhs,not too bad but also not said veri good.Nvm,I will try harder the next time round.Then after school,went to dnt workshop to look for Mr Tan to come out cutting list.After so much suffering,scoldings and insults,I finally got my cutting list out.Not all lahhs,but at least got something right.Thats better than nothing.And that can make me enjoy my holidays much better.After that,I went to whitesand with zw and belinda.Then me and zw went to eat abit and after that,we went home.There's so much homework to do during the 1 week holiday.This year Sec 4 doesn't seem to have much holidays to enjoy.No choice,O level this year.Haiz,nvm,shall work harder for these few months and after that,can enjoy and party like siao liao.Hahahs.Okayy,thats all about for now,byee. :) Sentimental

LAU JIAQI,HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!!!!! :) Sentimental

(The Four Birds...:D:D)

Today is just another typical school day,just like any school other days except for friday.Okayy,today's mood okay okay lahhs,happy cos finished chinese hws,unhappy because never do english compo and don't like the first lesson of the day,DNT!!!But turned out that today DNT lesson was not that bad as I first thought,as teacher gave us back our folio,which i just managed to pass.Then teacher went through with us about the things we need to do during the 1 week holiday.I also got talked to teacher about my artefact thingy,he asked me to see him on friday to come out with the cutting list and stuff.Even though the idea is quite simple,but i will still try my veri best to make the artefact come out nicely.I hope to see some light in DNT which i think i will.I wanted to stay on because i knew i would do my folio one,is just the artefact onli.Now the artefact is sorta of like settle,i think it will be much smoother path to go through for DNT.Then E Maths,A Maths, which i failed the test but nvm,I will try to do better the next time,then recess,Chinese.I got do her homeworks which i felt so happy,ahahas.But sadly,got another compo that need to be completed by tonight and pass up to her tom. :( Then it was assembly,saw 3 short films then end liao.After school got maths test,i suddenly forgot about alot of things sia,then i dunno how do.Dun think I can pass. :( After the e maths test,stayed back with asyraf to do the english compo then home...Okayy,thats about all for now,see yaaaa. :) Oh yaa,just want to write a sentence that is said by keith but edit-ed abit,I do not love you because you're cute,you're cute because i love you. :)Style sehhs.Credits to Keith Kue. :-D

Images of you just wont stop flashing through my mind.You are a important person in my life.You're the source to my happiness.Without you,i dunno what's the meaning of happiness.I still live for this sentence,只要不放弃，就会有奇迹。我爱你。：）
Sentimental

Thursday
Normal school day,nothing much to talk about also except that got history test.It was sorta of manageable as it was source-base questions,so whether u got study not,also should know how to crap about right.Hahahs.Not enough time to finish the whole paper.I must learn how to manage my time.
Friday
Went to class for silent reading then e maths lessons.Then Mr Seong doesn't seem to be in the best of mood.I knew he wasn't in the best of the mood when he walked into the class.He doesn't seem to like us putting our head on the table and sleep.He also think our class like getting lazier and lazier.But he believes that our class has the potential to do well and i think so too.So guys and girls of 4E3 09,lets all pay full attention in class and not let Mr Seong down.Don't think i boot licking horhhs.He's a good teahcer.And i also want to do well for E Maths.Aiming A1 for O level.After that PE,2.4km.We 4 birds before the run aim top 4,in the end,realli top 4.Hahahs.After that history,quite okay lahhs.Recess then english.English was kinda slack.Then after school went to find Mr Seong,ask him some maths questions.At the same time managed to finish my emaths hw liao. :D And Mr Seong keep disturb me sia.Hahahs but nvm larhhs.
Today
It was CIP day today and we sec 4s and 5s had to go visit the old folks at Bukit Merah.Then my group got one of the houses that need lots of cleaning and scrubbing.And realli,when we step in the house,it was like so dirty.We all like veri scared at first but in the end,we showed no fear and did our job of cleaning the house.Even though it was still quite dirty,but we did our best as it was like all our first time doing chores such as mopping the floor and cleaning the toilet.Syafiq and wanpeng had a hard time cleaning the toilet as not onli it was dirty but it also got smell.They did a great job but actually everyone did a good job.Even though it was hard work,but i felt quite happy as i did something within my ability to help the elderly and i felt all our hard work was worth it one.Then after CIP,me ts and shawn went to LP mac to eat first.Then after that wanpeng keith they all came to join us.Then I saw her there too. :)Was kinda shocked.When I saw her,i immediately turned my head around.Hahahs.Then after that me ts keith shawn jon mar wp joey and jw went to take bus 3 to go to TM.Joey and mar alightened first as joey didn't want to to go.Then after that,we went to buy the tickets for the movie "push".But Jon did not watched with us as he meeting his gf.Then left me ts keith shawn wp and jw.The movie was nice but throughout the whole movie,I did not realli concentrate as I was busy sms-ing people.Hahahs.Then after the movie,we went seperate ways.Jw and Keith left together.Then wp and shawn took the mrt.While me and Ts went to take bus.After we reached the bus-stop,we went our seperate ways.Then took bus and then home.On com,bathed,ate dinner and here I am blogging.Okayy,thats about all for now,byee peeps :)

I will wait for that day to come,that day that u start to have feelings for me.I realli hope that one day,you will be happy to be together with me.And not being forced liddat.Then what's the point?If liddat,both parties will suffer.I will wait,I will wait for that day.Because I realli do love you a lot and you know it. :)
Sentimental

Today is simply a bad bad day.Woke up at 5 in the morning just to do my dnt.LOL.I was veri sleepy and wanted to get back to sleep one sia but think no choice lahhs,have to do.Then today morning silent reading got a brief about a chinese mock exam during march holidays.Siann.Then ss,was simply siannnn as I didn't study for the test,then therefore,I didn't know what to write for the essays.So most of the time during the test,I was just staring at blank space.Okayy then after ss was DNT lessons.DNT lessons was like hell lorhhs,everytime i think of the day got DNT,I will be sibei siannn.Realli.Every single DNT lesson,I will always kena insulted by the teacher.Is not that I think lowly of myself,is realli I cant draw.I tried my best liao but I just cant come out with any idea.Must have a limit in insulting other people as other people got feelings too.It does not feel good being insulted.Okayy,dun wan talk about it anymore.Then recess,normal.A Maths,as per normal too.Physics go through hw.Chinese go through test papers.CME was like slack.Then after school got physics test,it was harder than the first test but i think i can pass.But dun think can score well.After physics test,went for CCA then home sweet home.Still got a lot of hws to do.So I shall end here,byeee :)

I always prepared for the worst outcome/situation.But you're always in my heart,you will always be the most dear to me. Sentimental

KEITH KUE,HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!! Sweet 16 for you.LAO JIAO HAS TURNED 16 LIAO!!!! Sentimental

Yesterday Keith's birthday party was great and I had lots of fun.Okayy,ytr I woke up at around 11 plus then brush teeth,eat breakfast and etc.Then around 2 I leave the house to go meet Tiansoon and Shawn at ws.I reached there at around 2.25 like that and I was late.We supposed to meet at 2,latest 2.10 if not will kena 50 pushups.End up also never do.LOL.Then we makan at Kopitiam,after that we go meet keith at TM.After meeting Keith,we took bus 10 to go his house.Then we slacked,played guitar hero then not long after,Lau Huiyun Geri,Chan and Marcus reached keith's house.Then we continue playing.After awhile,we went downstairs to bbq.Quite fun larhhs,we eat chit-chat and take pics too.Then awhile later,Jon amander and wp reached.After we have eaten,we went outside so that others can eat as there was not enough seats.We went outside played badminton then after that saw Chear,Chunyang and SP reached keith's house.Tiansoon and Shawn wanted to go to the pool and have a swim.So me Lau,Huiyun,Geri,Chan and wp folo-ed them to the pool.Then soon later,chear chunyang,SP and keith went to join us.Suddenly,it started raining heavily.So we faster went to take shelter.Then Keith helped Tiansoon and Shawn to retrieve their clothes which was veri wet.Then we went back to keith's sister room.Blah blah,then jw arrived.Then we all went down to sing happy birthday song for keith and jw.Jw was kinda shocked as she doesn't noe there was a cake for her.Then Keith and jw cut their respective cakes then we started eating the cakes.Then Keith's father brought out wine and champagne for us to drink.Me Tiansoon keith huiyun all got drink.Keith drank like nobody business like that.Me and Tiansoon's face was so red.So is huiyun's face.My face was like so hot.We took pictures too.It was quite late at that time so people started to go home.Those that haven go home or was staying overnight went upstairs to play mahjong.It was fun even though I never played.Chun Yang was on a winning streak,winning lots of money.Then around 2 plus,we went to eat late late supper.After eating,we went back for more mahjong.This time round,it was chear who was the one that keep winning money.Then 4 plus we all starting to feel sleepy.I thought everyone was falling asleep so i also went to sleep too.Then when I woke up,i realised I still the only one sleeping in the room,others are all awake.Shawn Chan and Haziq went to Keith's sister room to sleep.Then around 7-7 plus,one by one all went home.Then when I reached home,I used com for awhile then I went to sleep.Woke up at around 2 plus like that.The party was so funnn,get to make new friends,drink wine or champagne,play mahjong and went out to eat late late supper.Damn Fun!!!It was hella of a party!!! Hope got more this type of opportunity in the future.Okayy,thats about all,byeee. :) Sentimental

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