Monday, February 2, 2009
Words cant describe how I am feeling right now or just now in school.Just,fuck fuck!!! I dunno what i should do now if all this is realli true.I think I should pretend not knowing this thing and concentrate on my studies but it is easier said than done.I feel like telling ppl about this but I have not confirm it yet whether anot is true but from what it looks right now,it shud be true.If is true,then just like that lorhhs.I also cant do anything.Other ppl cant do anything also.Now,I think I should focus all on my studies and try to forget about everything.I cannot let this influence my studies.But deep down in me,it realli hurts.It realli do.It feels like something has been taken away from me.
Looking into her eyes as I started dripping tears.