Thursday, February 5, 2009
These past few days have been quite rough for me,could not concentrate in anything I do.I cannot put my mind in studies or anything else.My mind just keep thinking about that matter and her.That matter has realli affected my mood for the past few days.When I know the truth,I have no the courage to face her or talk to her.I realli dunno how to face her.But after thinking so much,I realised I cannot keep avoid her or keep run away from reality.I cannot let her be so sad or in any pain.So therefore,talked to her.Talking to her keeps make me wanna cry and I did cried.And today,cried again.Cried because of a letter she gave me.Maybe because I can feel her sincerity in the words she wrote.I can feel she put her all her heart in writing it.Even though I still find it hard to accept,I still have to.Life still have to go on even though life is meaningless without her:(I have to respect her decision.And I also like to thank Keith,Tiansoon,Shawn and more for always been there for me whenever I need them especially Keith,he has always been there for me,he has always been there to cheer me up and etc.I think i will not be able to get past this thing if is not for him.Thanks Brother!!! Tiansoon and Shawn,thank you too!!!Brothers forever!!!My posts nowadays like quite emo like one of my friends said.Sorry,these few days I realli find it very hard to be happy.I will try to cheer up and be happy k :-D
You dunnid to feel bad towards me for the decision you have made,as long u think it was the right decision that you have made,then I will support you and respect your decision no matter what.Seeing you happy,makes me happy too.So I want you to be happy and live your everyday life with a smile on your face :)I dun want you to be sad horhhs.You sad means I sad too :( Rmb,I will always be there for you like I know you will always be there for me.Your happiness means my happiness :)ily.
